Our Happily Ever After

Rock Climbing

2012-02-10T14:17:00.000-08:00

Last Saturday was an absolutely Beautiful Day, so Casey and I took Canyon over to the park. They have a couple of little Boulder Rock walls that are probably Casey's favorite thing about the park. Canyon played for a little while with the Soccer ball, on the musical instruments, but he never made it over to the slides because he decided to do some rock climbing instead. We were very proud parents, especially Casey because he loves rock climbing so much. Canyon was a natural!

Take a look at our strong little man--

One of those days....

2012-02-10T14:12:00.000-08:00

You know when you have days where nothing seems to go right, and you just need to find a corner and cry? Well today has been one of those days. I think it started off horribly first thing when I woke up early to exercise and the video gave me more trouble than it was worth. For anyone who knows me, I like to exercise for at least an hour. I made the mistake wasting a whole 30 minutes just trying to make DVDs work...then I was left with not a lot of time to just get the best workout I could with the time I had. I am a little overboard when it comes to exercise, so this put me in a sour mood.

I've been very productive, and got a lot done...cleaning the bathroom, the kitchen, vacuuming the house, making yummy popcorn, and of course doing my best to keep patience with Canyon through it all. Keeping busy usually helps to make me forget about whatever may be getting me down. Well, by the time I got cleaning done, I was in desperate need of a shower and our house is very childproof so I just let Canyon roam. He usually stays in the bathroom where I am just playing with whatever he happens to be interested in at that moment. This time, it was quiet for a while...I was just singing church songs to brighten my mood...then I see my little boy with a sharp knife in each hand. My heart was racing, I was still in the shower, and I had to finish up as quick as I could while trying to stay calm and keep Canyon close. He wasn't thrilled that I took the knives away, and I was silently thanking Heavenly Father for Canyon coming in before doing something horrible! I've been scared about something like this happening lately...I was so lucky. Not a cut at all. Canyon is too tall, and he can reach into the drawers, though he doesn't normally. Don't you worry, we'll be putting a lock on that drawer ASAP.

I saved the making of the Popcorn for after I was all clean. Canyon helped some and of course wanted to just eat it all. Who wouldn't?! I enjoy baking, especially when I am doing it with someone else in mind.

Sounds like a pretty good day, except that I was impatient and not giving Canyon attention which is probably why I kept having "bad luck". --I smacked my arm on the door knob and immediately had a dead arm, I broke the lid to the toilet, and While making our bed after washing the sheets our bed fell apart! Not kidding, our BED fell APART! Canyon kept trying to help me, which really wasn't helpful at all, so I locked him out of my bedroom while I finished up and that made me feel horrible too!

Ok, Venting is over...I think...

On a positive note, I spent some time with Canyon quizzing him about body parts, letting him help me do some dishes (mess), reading a couple stories, and singing a few songs. I love that little boy's smile. Now, he is peacefully napping, while I sit here and vent. It does help me feel a little better now though. I have a clean house, a happy and safe little boy, and plenty to be thankful for. Wooh!

No Place Like Home

2012-02-10T13:46:00.000-08:00

Canyon has been going through a stage where he is constantly putting on anyone and everyone's shoes and wearing them around the house. He not only does it at our house, but Jon and Cherie's as well. I don't really see what is so interesting to Canyon about it, but he has been doing it for a couple of weeks now.
Cherie was watching Canyon the other night while I taught my Zumba class, and he managed to get a pair of Natalies shoes, and even on the right feet! The picture tells all! Usually the shoes he finds are shoes that are way too big for him, so they're easy to put on his feet!

Doesn't that just make you smile :)

Snow Day

2012-01-23T14:39:00.000-08:00

I feel so blessed that I am able to be with my little boy every day. I try to do the things with him that are most valuable, though that is very hard to do at times. Sometimes it's so much easier to just let him do his own thing and I do my own. Though I think that is important, I also think it's really important to spend quality time with them and teach them. Canyon however has never really liked if I've ever tried to "teach" him anything. He doesn't love to read books (though I think he's starting to tolerate them a little bit more). I know that I can expect too much out of him because I think he should be able to do things that he's just not ready for yet. I try not to.

I love that I am able to be home with Canyon every day, and it is really hard when he is having a particularly Monstrous day. However, at the end of the day...I look at that little boy and can't imagine anyone else. He is perfect to us, and we love him so much. He is very smart, and picks up on the things HE decides to. I am always amazed as I watch him, and hope that all parents get those chances to see the "little things".

Canyon doesn't understand that he is going to be a big brother, and I am nervous for the stress he'll feel when Alena comes home!

I feel so blessed, and just hope that I can be the kind of Mom that Canyon and our baby girl need. I hope they never doubt how much I love them.
Canyon is constantly testing his limits. I have never been so surprised at how fast he can whip up tears. Every day is challenging when I can't understand what he needs and he just loses patience with me. Canyon loves to get out and go places. Last week I was able to take him to two different Indoor Play places. He absolutely loved it. One was called JumpTime and he was able to just jump on trampolines and the big blow up slides. There were only a couple of other young kids there, so it felt like we had the whole place to ourselves. I loved trying to show Canyon that jumping in the big foam pit was fun and soft. He never really came to trust me, and I found that it was not easy to climb out of. The other place I took Canyon to was called Danik. It was much more packed with kids running around. It is a gymnastics gym that opens up for the public on some days of the week. Canyon wandered around completely content. It had only been two days earlier that we went to the other gym, but he was a lot more daring at Danik. I think seeing the other Older kids jumping and throwing themselves into the foam pit made Canyon trust that he could handle it too. He was still semi-cautious, but he had more fun because he tried more things. I love being able to see him have such a great time.

The weather has been really mild here but we got a pretty big snowstorm on Wednesday. Casey was able to be home for a while and he took a break to play in the snow for a while with Canyon. They (mostly daddy) made their first snowman! Canyon watched but he didn't have good gloves so his little hands were pretty cold. Even though the snowman was big, it was already melted by the next morning. The rain took him down.
I love that Casey was willing to play in the snow with Canyon, and because we don't get a lot of snow up here, I especially wanted them to have that opportunity. Watching how much Canyon adores his Daddy is so heart warming. I love those boys and am so grateful for them.

It's a Girl!

2012-01-23T14:18:00.000-08:00

We started off our first week of the New Year with our Ultrasound appointment! I had been losing sleep for way too long anticipating this appointment. I get scared every time I have a doctors appointment, praying that everything is progressing well with the baby. A friend I have here had just miscarried twins, so I was even more unsure and scared. I am grateful for modern medicine to help put my concerns at ease.

Casey, Canyon and I all went to this appointment and Canyon was very concerned the whole time because the room was completely dark besides the monitor showing our healthy baby. My bladder was Very Full, so it was a pretty uncomfortable thirty minutes while the doctor checked from every angle to make sure the baby was measuring well, was developing well, and of course to see the gender. The little stinker had her legs pulled up so we couldn't see the gender very well. However, after checking from various angles, the doctor concluded that it's a baby girl. We have loved the name Alena for several years (yes, we had it chosen before Casey even served a mission). So, Baby Alena is due to enter the world on May 11, 2012.

I, of course was thrilled with the news that it was a girl, but I would have been happy either way. As long as our baby is healthy, that is what really matters to any expectant mother. I loved that the doctor explained what she was looking for during the ultrasound. With Canyon I had no idea what we were looking at. Alena was very well developed and you could see her profile just perfectly. The doctor explained that her brain looked great, her heart looked great, her bladder, etc. I was very happy to hear this.

Baby Alena at 22 weeks

I am excited to have another little baby that I already love with all my heart, but I am very nervous at the same time. Being a mom once is hard...being a mom twice, I'm a little scared! I know that everything will work out, and I am grateful for the knowledge that our children chose Casey and I as their parents and the Lord is trusting us to do our very best with them. I love our little boy more and more every day, and I know that my heart has also wrapped around Alena. I can't wait to meet her, and know that it will be very challenging...but also very rewarding.

Christmas Time Once Again

2012-01-23T13:59:00.000-08:00

I really love Christmas time, and this year we tried to enjoy the "season" all month long. We had our tree up the entire month, and Canyon did very well to not touch because we were very consistent. We put up our tree and some extra lights just inside while Canyon napped, and when he woke up from his nap we were able to surprise him. He wasn't entirely sure what all the fuss was about, but I enjoyed every bit of it.

We got the opportunity to go to Advent Sunday's with the Hoeger's again this year, and what a wonderful tradition that is. I really enjoyed it, and it's not just because we get cookies every time :) The Holiday season just feels warm, and welcoming. In the Hoeger home, they adopted the German tradition of celebrating an "Advent Sunday" for the Four Sunday's prior to Christmas. They make several different kinds of cookies (ie. sugar cookies, ....) Each Sunday you light a candle (one for each Sunday so the first you only light one, but for the fourth you light four) and read Christmas stories while you snack on cookies. It is a really cool tradition that I am grateful to have been a part of.

Because both Casey and I work consistently, we were grateful for the opportunity to go to Utah for a whole week this Christmas! The biggest tradition I remember growing up with for Christmas has always been the Christmas Eve nativity reenactment we do with my Mom's family. This year I'm afraid will probably be my grandma Summers' last year. She came, and though she is in the later stages of Lewey Body (a form of dementia), I think she enjoyed it. My uncle Richard even got her to sing a couple of songs with him. It was really a wonderful experience to be there with her. I watched her closely with tears in my eyes, and she would look at me (because I was directly in front of her) after her song was over and give me a constant grin as if to say (what are you crying for?). I love my Grandma so much.

Canyon got to be a wise man in the nativity this year, and he was VERY displeased with the crown that I made him wear. He eventually got over it, and looked so handsome, though he wouldn't hold still to even get good pictures!

We got to stay at my parents house for Christmas and my brother Josh and his family did as well. I could hear the girls out in the living room VERY early checking out the surprises Santa had left them. I am excited for when Canyon gets old enough to really enjoy it! Canyon didn't really care much that he had presents to open...rather, he played with some VERY OLD army men my mom had in a bin. I got to open all his presents and mine! Oh, what fun :)

Christmas landed on a Sunday this year, so we had the privilege of going to the Sacrament meeting in Eureka. The chapel was full. I was very impressed with all of the people that showed up!!! Especially on Christmas Morning. I guess the members had been encouraged to invite someone to come with them, and they did a fantastic job. It was really special.

Canyon's Christmas Eve Jammies. The one present he did open!

Canyon really loves dogs...especially Happy.

My dad has a side table that Canyon dubs his man cave while we visit.

The bin of army men that Canyon wouldn't put down

Cousins: Becca, and Ani

Coolest present ever! Canyon loves his car from Grandma Susy

We enjoyed playing Just Dance on the Wii...Adults, and kids were jumping around!

On New Years Eve, we didn't really stay up, but we did watch a movie at Papa's before going to bed...Canyon loved the popcorn.

Canyon playing with his cousins: Kylise and Maddie.

The entire week we were in Utah, there was never really a quiet moment. Coming from a bigger family makes for some loud get-togethers! Unfortunately, I felt like I wasn't ever really able to spend much quality time with anyone. When there is a lot of people around, it just doesn't feel like you're necessarily "with" anyone. I don't know if that makes sense or not, but either way...I'm grateful I had the opportunity to spend the Christmas Holiday with Family.

I of course couldn't take a break from teaching Zumba, so I taught each morning at the church for whoever felt like getting up early enough to get a workout in. I loved having my mommy and sisters in my class again.

Canyon spent a lot of time just playing, but towards the end of the week, he started to get restless and wanted to "go" all the time. I felt bad because he just wanted out and even though we had went from a couple of different houses, it wasn't enough. I loved that Canyon took a liking to my niece Emma. She is 10 and she is great with kids. I know she will be an awesome mommy someday. She would just let Canyon take her by the hand and lead her wherever his heart desired. It was a nice break! I loved that Canyon was able to spend time with his cousins, he did a lot of watching and learning.

I always have a little bit of a hard time when it comes time to leave again. It's not that I don't like Boise, I am doing very well up there...no complaints, but I do miss my family very much. We traveled home on New Year's Day after attending Josh's baby boy Jace's baby blessing in Bountiful, Utah. I was glad that Josh was able to get the special permission to have him blessed so that we could be there. We had one more quick family lunch and hit the road. We were able to get a quick family picture which felt practically impossible, and there may be some unhappy faces, but at least we're almost all there (Camille is the only missing family member).

Uncle Chandler is a lot of fun to play with!

Canyon playing with Uncle Ryan

We were blessed to return home to our beautiful home, empty as it was, it was safe and we were happy.

Hopefully I can get my hands on some more pictures...

Family Christmas Pictures

2012-01-06T14:17:00.000-08:00

Jon and Cherie are always so nice to invite us to hang out with them. They invited us to come to their ward Christmas party and they happened to be taking everyone's pictures. Of course, we had to get our turn as well :)

Despain Family

2012-01-06T13:55:00.000-08:00

The bigger the family, the harder it is to get a good picture of Everyone all together! This year, we were able to have everyone together for Thanksgiving, and trying to get pictures was a joke! The biggest problem this time around was that it was late--thus the reason for my very unhappy little boy.

I love having pictures whether they're perfect or not, so a little discomfort at times is a-ok...it's not often that the whole family can be together!

The Despain Family

Nona and Nono with all of their Great-Grandchildren!

Rick and Susy, with all of their grandchildren!

Thanksgiving-- for me

2011-12-03T12:36:00.000-08:00

I was so grateful that we had the opportunity to not only go to Utah this year for Thanksgiving, but we were able to stay for an entire week. I consider us very fortunate. I am grateful Casey has such a good job that he can provide for us, and that his boss' value family and allowed him to leave for a longer period of time. Luckily, Casey can do quite a bit from home (as long as he has a computer with Internet access) so being in Utah, he was still able to do the things he needed to.

While in Utah we made sure to stop through Bountiful and see Josh, Jeanene, Jentry, Haleigh, and their new little boy Jace. He is so precious. I was glad that I got to hold him and get to know him a tiny bit. Babies are so miraculous, and Jace is definitely no exception! He is so beautiful.

We stayed in Eureka at my parents house, and when we got there we had my parents and Jen and Chandler there waiting to see us. It had been a long day, but we were glad to be able to stay up and visit for a little while. My parents finally have their addition mostly done, so Sunday, when more of the family was there...it didn't feel quite as crowded as it can at times. I am so happy that they've been able to progress on a long project that has taken a lot of time and work.

It was nice to go to church in Eureka, and to know the people there. I felt kind of ridiculous because I could hardly talk to anyone without completely losing it. I miss the people I used to get to associate with more often. I especially miss the little girls I used to Babysit. They were so sweet and I loved them so much. I was glad to see that they were doing well and remembered me. We picked the right day to go to church in Eureka, because Summer, Ryan, and their two oldest were talking in church. They did a great job.

The week flew by, and I spent the majority of it with my sister Summer. Both my parents had to work the first half of the week. I was supposed to go down to Orem and visit with a couple of my friends, but that didn't end up working out, and that was a major bummer for me. :( Canyon really enjoyed being able to always have something new and exciting to play with. He stayed so entertained, we were pretty impressed.

One goal I had for the time I was in Eureka, was to be able to go on walks with my mom. I was so glad that she was okay with that, because we went on a walk every day that it was possible for us to do so. I love my mom, and I love the walks we always took together. She is such a wonderful lady, and she is really one of my best friends. I hope she knows how much I love her and appreciate her.

We got doubly fortunate this year, because we were able to go to TWO Family Thanksgivings! I wasn't going to complain! I made sure I exercised hard so that it wouldn't be "so bad". We had a Thanksgiving lunch at my parents, and then went to Provo for a Thanksgiving dinner with Casey's family. I am always glad when we get to spend time with the Despain's because it always ends up being really nice and you know that the family likes to be together. We played games, took some pictures, and of course ate, ate, ate.

Unfortunately, the day could only last so long, and we had a girls day planned for Friday so we weren't able to spend as much time altogether with the family. I was grateful that they boys were willing to watch kids so we could go and make watches and eat lunch together. I enjoyed it, but it was also stressful because for any of you who know me...I'm not the most creative gal on the block, so figuring out what would be best for my watch was challenging. The good thing about it, is that I realize I'm not the most creative person, so it didn't take me as long because I didn't think too long or hard about it.

Our last full day was Saturday. Josh and Jeanene came up, so the boys all went out to shoot rabbits. The problem was, there weren't any rabbits to shoot. So, at least they got a little time together to LOOK for rabbits. We can say that they didn't get much target practice though. Our favorite thing to do when the boys are gone, is watch a chick flick, and we did just that. It was just one on tv, so nothing too planned, but even though it was so simple, I enjoyed it a lot.

Sunday was really hard for me to leave. My mom shared with me a little story she tells her class at the beginning of each year. It was called The Kissing Hand I believe. The story is about a little raccoon that didn't want to leave his mom. His mom loved him and let him know that we all have to do things we don't want to do sometimes. She encouraged him. She gave him a kiss on his hand and told him that every time he was missing his mom he just had to put his hand to his cheek and remember "mommy loves you. mommy loves you."

Of course, this story put tears in my eyes, and makes my heart ache every time I think of it. I miss my mom a lot. Before my mom left for church and we were about to head back to Idaho, my mom kissed my hand. As cheesy as that sounds, it really meant a lot to me. I know that my parents love me because they do such a great job of helping me to remember, but it doesn't make the ache disappear. I may be an adult now...but I am still a pretty big baby who still needs her mommy and daddy.

I'm so grateful for this time of year. For the holiday's and the family that I have to share them with. I am grateful for Casey and how supportive and understanding he is of me. I couldn't ask for a better, more patient husband. I am grateful for Canyon and though at times he can be a real challenge, I love him more and more every second. I am so extremely thankful for the gospel. For our Savior Jesus Christ who loves each of us individually. I know he wants us to be happy and to love one another. I am so grateful for all the blessings we receive every single day. It is so easy to take things for granted, but I am so grateful for our health, our home, our cars, our families, our food, our safety, Casey's job, my job, being able to stay home with our little boy, the scriptures, the priesthood, and most especially the love I learn from Jesus Christ.

I know that I have a hard time feeling as Christ would feel sometimes, but I am trying to have a more perfect love and understanding of not only others, but of myself. He has faith in me, and I know that I can be the woman he wants me to be.

As always, I didn't take pictures at Thanksgiving because my camera gives me a headache...so I will add them as other's share them with me :)

Bursting at the seams!!!

2011-11-15T14:23:00.000-08:00

Canyon is at that age where he is a silly little goof ball and completely ADORABLE! Casey and I love to just sit and observe him. He likes to talk, talk, talk...though not in "real" words. He likes to dance, jump, play chase, find new hiding places, and carry about as many toys at one time as possible!

Canyon really makes us laugh, and I don't think he even tries to do it. Unlike a lot of kids his age, he won't "pose" or even hold still for a picture, and when he sees he's being recorded...he stops doing whatever he was doing at that time. So, you have to take our word for it that he is the cutest and funniest little boy ever!

We are very excited that Canyon is starting to become more cuddly. We have always wanted to cuddle with him, but he just won't do it. That is totally changing now! He will give us hugs, kisses, and just sit contently on our lap watching youtube videos about Christ. He loves music, and I love the spirit I feel when we can watch Primary Children's songs sang with slideshows of Jesus.

The other night, Canyon was in a particularly loving mood, and he kept giving Casey and I Great Big Kisses...alternating between the two of us. He's been on a kick where he makes the "MUAH" sound as LOUDLY as he can. A lot of the time, he will just do that with his stuffed bear or dog, but every so often we get one from the dog or bear too. Just before bed time, we were singing him a song and about to lay him down for bed and he started the kisses! We just enjoyed it as long as he'd give it! Then he decided to let his hand do the kissing and he would still make the noise and put his hand to our mouths. I never know where he comes up with this stuff, but I am his biggest fan.

I feel like I am bursting at the seams with LOVE for this little boy. It just keeps getting better and better, and though a lot of the time it is REALLY hard, I love being this little boys mommy. I love being able to spend time with him every day and witness the new little things he picks up!

Canyon is a pretty lucky little boy if you ask me. He has a mommy and daddy who love him more than anything, and both of us are able to spend a lot of time with him.

I have a couple of recent videos I took from my phone...a little easier than an actual camera! Posted them, so check them out. It's much better live...but you get the idea :)

Canyon on phone 2

2011-11-15T14:22:00.000-08:00

Canyon on Phone

2011-11-15T14:19:00.000-08:00

Canyon Dancing 2

2011-11-15T14:18:00.001-08:00

Canyon Dancing

2011-11-15T14:18:00.000-08:00

Halloween!

2011-11-02T15:19:00.000-07:00

We had the BEST Halloween! This was technically Canyon's second Halloween, but his first where he actually got to trick or treat! I was terrified all day about him allowing me to put him in his costume. He doesn't like hats, and there was a hat...and the main part of the costume wouldn't let us put him in his car-seat without loosening the straps!

I am not above bribing my little boy with Swedish Fish to get a few good pictures...and that's just what it took!

Yum!

We got to go over to Jon and Cherie's and have an awesome Dinner in a Pumpkin that was liked by all of us! Everything Cherie makes tastes good though, so that wasn't a surprise at all. They then took some Halloween pictures of the kids in their costumes and that went quickly (thanks to my Swedish Fish...Canyon is a total sucker for sweets...don't know where he got that from...).

Our little Robot. Thank you Grandma Susy for getting me my costume!

After picture taking was accomplished, we set out to do some trick or treating. Canyon loved running around outside, and it worked out quite perfectly that he was wearing something on his head because it was pretty chilly out.

Canyon wasn't quite sure what to think of going up to peoples doors and knocking. Then, when they would open the door and either let him pick a treat or drop one in his basket...he was a little more concerned..."do I really take this?" Casey and I couldn't help but laugh every time we'd look at our little Robot! Canyon got the hang of it really quick, and it was nice to be able to go around with Natalie and Karina.

Canyon the Robot, Natalie the Pirate, and Karina the Lady Bug

After we finished going to a handful of houses over in Jon and Cherie's subdivision, we came back to ours. We took Canyon to five houses and then called it a night. We wanted to see how he would do giving out candy to people who came to our door.

The first time the doorbell rang, he ran away..always startles him.

I think Canyon had a really great Halloween, and I know that he gave Casey and I the best Halloween we could have asked for! We were so proud of him, and glad that we could both be with him to experience it all right along side of him :)

Hands Full

2011-10-21T14:55:00.000-07:00

I think I've said it before, and I will say it again...I never thought it would be easy being a mom, but now I KNOW that it is REALLY HARD WORK. I wouldn't trade my little boy for anything, but I am finding myself always questioning myself as a mother. I am so grateful I have a healthy little boy, and I always pray that he knows how much I love him.

Sometimes, I can't imagine having more kids because I feel like my hands are full with just the one. He is dramatic, stubborn, and...well...a toddler. I guess that is the way it goes. Right now, I am really struggling with how to teach him not to throw toys! I don't know what it is about throwing things and yelling "uh-oh" that is so cool to him. He doesn't care that he gets in trouble and the toys are taken away..it was worth it to him :(.

Our next struggle has been being nice to mommy. Canyon gets frustrated when he gets in trouble or when things aren't going his way. Usually I am there to try to take him elsewhere to distract him...he will pull my hair and try to hit me almost every single time. This is getting really discouraging to me. Toddlers trying to figure out their limits...

Any ideas?

On a brighter note, Canyon made my day yesterday because for the first time in as long as I can remember... he actually cuddled me! And it was for a good hour! I felt so lucky and content. Canyon was getting over a short flu and had slept half the day away. By the time he got up for the day, he was still pretty mellow. I played with him some, and then sat down on the couch with him and started watching the movie UP. For anyone who hasn't seen that movie, it's cute but for an 18 month old it starts really slow. That didn't phase Canyon and I, he just laid his little head against my chest and we laid there watching for 50 minutes! I think I jinxed him because I couldn't help but send Casey a text to rub in my good news.

I don't have many pictures to share, but here are a couple of random ones that had never been posted :)

Grown up boy

Some friendly people at the park let Canyon take a little ride in their inflatable kayak. The wet bum was worth it!

Loves Love LOVES stuffed animals...no problem cuddling them...DAILY!

Keep it simple

2011-10-06T13:12:00.000-07:00

I have a wonderful husband who understands how hard things can be for me sometimes, and after listening to my hard day, suggested that we make a quick trip down to Utah this conference weekend! I have been needing some family time, and I really appreciated being able to spend a couple of days with my family. We literally decided the day before we left that we would be going down. I thought it would be really cool to surprise them all, so we didn't tell anyone! We left Thursday night and got to Provo at 1am. Casey and I were both exhausted...luckily Casey did all of the driving.

It was such a wonderful feeling to surprise my sisters and my parents. Unfortunately, the "plans" I had to surprise them all in a cute way, fell through because Summer wasn't even home...and Mom and Ica noticed us walking into the school. Bummer! I lost sleep trying to think of a cute way to surprise them all. Oh well, it was still a surprise...I guess

My big boy, who was so much more independent than usual!

Canyon playing with his cousins Gordon and Becca

Sadly, I didn't get to pay as much attention to conference as I would have liked. When there are a lot of people around, it is hard to focus and hear. I look forward to being able to read the talks when they come out, because the ones I did hear were awesome.

Casey was able to go help my brothers cut wood for the winter. It took them all day on Saturday, they got a lot of wood, but I know they were all beat afterwards. I got to do something I really miss...a lot...and that is going on walks with my mom. There is no place like Eureka for walking if you actually want a workout (because of all the hills). I used to walk with my mom at least every sunday afternoon. I really miss that.

I really wish that Canyon had grandparents close by. There is nothing like being able to visit your grandparents and learn from them. I didn't get to see my grandparents as much as my cousins did...but I got to see them at least a few times a month. It breaks my heart that Canyon doesn't have them (Casey's or my parents) close by. I know, there are tons of people out there that have it a lot worse than us...but I can wish.

Canyon got to go for a quick ride on the horse for the first time! He wasn't quite sure what to think of it, but I was super excited for him. I am really afraid of horses, so it's good that Blaze is one of the most calm horses out there!

Canyon really enjoyed the whole weekend. He played wonderfully at my parents house. They had cool trucks that were so interesting to him. I must say, I am used to being in Boise where it's quiet, and I don't see much family very often. I go to Eureka, and it's a bit overwhelming! Kids are everywhere, and not Quiet!

I am grateful for the opportunity I was given to see my family again. They mean so much to me, and I am lonely without them. I am very blessed, and things are going well for us here in Meridian...but I miss my family.

Sneaky Stinker

2011-09-15T12:59:00.000-07:00

Casey is better at taking pictures...obviously, and it takes me being tagged in them on facebook to realize it! Well, the blog is more important than FB, so they must be added!

Canyon and I at a reception for my cousin July/2011

Up in Stanley Idaho, the best Oatmeal Pancakes ever!!!

Canyon ate more than me!

Canyon playing in the sand on our trip up to Ketchum (Red Lake)

Pretty neat house of sticks

Mommy and Canyon in the airplane ready to fly to San Diego for our Isagenix Convention

Just enjoying some bread!

Here in Boise at Ann Morrison Park, Canyon wanted to climb the trees really bad...so I tried to help

18 months

2011-09-14T14:51:00.000-07:00

It's official...I am the world's most horrible picture taker (yes, not even qualified for the status of photographer)! That shouldn't keep me from updating our blog...but I have to let pictures tell the story since writing isn't my strongest ability.

What's happening to me? I think that part of it, is that I have a very wonderful little boy who doesn't seem to humor his mother when trying to get a cute picture....the other part, is that very same mom can't remember to pull out a camera and take a couple of candid shots!

It's lucky for me, and you ;), that I have a handy phone that is always nearby and can take fair pictures...

A couple of weeks ago, we had the wonderful privilege of having Casey's grandma and mom's best friend stay in our home with us! We really enjoyed their company, and MariCarmen was Canyon's favorite! They both speak Spanish, so at times, that was difficult to communicate if we didn't have Casey around to be our translator. Lucky for me, Nona knows quite a bit of English and she tries to teach me Spanish! There is just so much to learn, and I have a short term memory! Canyon really enjoyed having them in our home, and he would walk around dancing and blabbering on and on, and they enjoyed it!

The family was in town for the blessing of Jon and Cherie's sweet little girl Catherine Olea Hoeger! She is such a perfectly gorgeous baby!

Mommy and Canyon all ready to go to the blessing!

The two handsome Despain boys

This had to be documented! Canyon was so worn out, he fell to sleep in the car (no matter how hard I tried to keep him awake) and stayed asleep on my chest for about 20 minutes! I really enjoyed the cuddle time :) Needless to say, Canyon NEEDS naptime!

Nona, enjoying another night around the table "taking mate"

Canyon loved to play with Maricarmen

One of the benefits of living right next to one of the coolest parks ever, is that you can drop by whenever you need to get out of the house!

Canyon loves to play with Daddy

Canyon had his 18 month appointment last Tuesday, and he is doing so well! Unfortunately, he is really behind in his speech, doing great in Gross and Fine Motor Skills, and growing so fast!

Canyon weighed in at 26 lb 12 oz (60%) and his Height was 33 1/2 inches (80%)

Because he had to get his 18 month vaccinations, they gave him a free kiddie cup at TCBY!

SCORE! He enjoyed every bite! He learned that he couldn't eat too fast or it would give him a brain freeze.

We are enjoying this little boy so much! I get very discouraged as a mom because he is behind in his Communication and I have always tried to prevent that. I am grateful however, that there are programs that can help us intervene early so he won't get farther behind! I know in no time he will be trying to boss me around with words... oh the joys.

Oh, he's getting so big so fast! So hard to believe!

Igniting Our Future!

2011-08-21T13:02:00.000-07:00

So... I have always been a very big fan of the Isagenix Program and their products...but I can definitely say, I am more excited than ever.

Casey, Canyon, and I got the opportunity to go to the Isagenix Convention in San Diego this year. Rick and Susy are so supportive and made that possible for us. We flew to San Diego on Friday and Canyon did surprisingly well on the airplane.
We spent the day before convention "officially started" to go to Sea World! We had a wonderful time, and Canyon particularly found Shamu Exciting! (Don't we all?!) We mention all the time, how much Canyon loves to dance. Part of what made Sea World so great for Canyon was all the great dancing music played!
Casey and I love to watch that little boy dance, and we must say...he has some great moves!
I have never been to Sea World, so I was very entertained and I couldn't believe how miraculous all of the shows we were able to see were. We were able to see the Shamu Show, the Dolphin Show, and an acrobatic show.
For anyone who knows our little boy, he isn't the happiest when he doesn't get some good rest... Well, let me just say I was very proud of him for the whole weekend. He didn't nap, and got to bed super late...and he was very loveable! He dealt with the craziness very well if you ask me!
Now, to the main reason we went to San Diego...

We were able to attend the "Ignite Your Future" Isagenix Celebration!!! It was absolutely wonderful, and I can't even begin to express how awesome it was to be among so many people who have such inspiring stories. I have always really loved the product, and been "a product of the product", but this company is without a doubt the best. Not only for their products and quality, but for their love and support. There is no other company like Isagenix, and to be able to help others live a better life is a pretty great goal!
Isagenix's vision is "To impact world health and free people from physical and financial pain, and in the process create the largest health-and-wellness company in the world." It's almost unbelievable some of the success stories you hear, and before and after pictures. Got to our website, if you'd like to learn more :) You will if you would like to live healthier for longer!

I am the world's worst picture taker...so I don't think I held a camera in my hand at all for the whole vacation! Luckily Susy took some pictures, and Patricia, so hopefully I can get some of those on here in the near future!
We did however get a video of one of the late nights of Canyon...ENJOY!

Mom And Papa Visit!

2011-08-21T12:44:00.000-07:00

I feel so fortunate to be blessed with such wonderful and loving parents. I felt very lucky to have them come visit us and see our new house, and the time with them went WAY TOO QUICKLY!
Casey and Jon took Papa to the same river we went rafting down the previous week while Mom and I stayed home with Canyon. Papa had such a great time, and I am so grateful for that. They fished the river while rafting down it, and I know that isn't something my Dad gets a lot of chances to do.
I enjoyed having my mom come to my Zumba class and show everyone how cute she is. I love to tell people about my cute mommy, but until you see her, it's just not the same! Everyone in class obviously agreed that she is one of a kind!
It's always really hard for me to tell my parents good-bye (or see-ya-later), especially when I don't know when I will get to see them again.
It warms my heart to think of my parents being here with me in our home. To think of how cute it was when my mom would play with Canyon, chasing him around down on her hands and knees. I know everyone probably feels like their parents are the "best" at being grandparents...but Mine ARE. My mother isn't afraid to be a complete clown just to make the kids laugh...heck, she's a Pre/K teacher...and if you ask me, she's the best at that too!
I felt so comfortable with my parents here, and that is the only thing I would change about living in Boise...I wish I had some grandparents nearby for Canyon.

Needless to say...Mom and Papa loved our new house! Come see it for yourselves...We are extremely Blessed!

First River Rafting Trip

2011-08-21T12:31:00.000-07:00

Canyon really enjoyed his first River Rafting Trip! We weren't sure how much he would like it, but were very pleased with how much he loved floating down the river. Canyon wanted to jump into the water several times, and being confined to just the space of the Raft was hard for him.

Casey actually got to take his Kayak down the river for most of it, so he was really happy! Unfortunately, Casey doesn't get to practice most of his favorite hobbies, but he is talented enough that he can still fool the rest of us who know nothing about it, into being proud of him!!

I regret so badly, that I didn't take the camera...and if Casey brought it, I never got it out :( If I get my hands on some pictures, I will of course put them up. I am not good with words, so usually I can hide behind the pictures a bit better...but with no pictures, that's impossible :(

I love how much Canyon is like his daddy, in that he loves to be outside. He is happiest when he is outdoors! We are loving living in such a beautiful place that allows for us to take 5 hours out of the day to do something really great, like rafting down a river!

I can't forget to mention how scary parts of the river were. We were in a big raft with Jon, Natalie, Karina, Rod, Katie, Brynn, and Cam. (5 young children on one raft can get very nerve racking!!) I think everyone had a great time, and we were with great people!

Ketchum Idaho

2011-08-04T11:34:00.000-07:00

We had the amazing opportunity to go with the Hoeger family up to Ketchum Idaho for a full week! We have never been to Ketchum before, but now after having been there, we would definitely suggest getting up there to see for yourself just how BEAUTIFUL the area is!

We rented a house with the whole Hoeger family. The first thing I thought when we took a tour of the house was -man, I am not going to want to go anywhere because the house is incredible-

Casey tickling Canyon, such a happy boy!

Canyon slept really well at the house, which was great for him because normally he isn't the best sleeper. I will tell you our trick though....we put him in the Master bedroom closet which was big enough to be a whole extra room. It was the farthest away from everything going on, and it was plenty dark for Canyon to get some good rest. For any of you who know Canyon, he needs his rest in order to be pleasant.

We didn't get much sleep on this vacation, but that goes without saying. The last thing you have time for is sleep when you are with friends and family that you don't see very often.

It was really cool to be up there with all of the Hoeger's because they are a wonderful family, and very accepting. We felt very fortunate to be a part of their "reunion". They even had their Grandparents there. It was so cool to me that their grandparents are 89 years old and still seemed to have incredible health. I miss my Grandparents.

"taking" mate on the balcony. So peaceful.

We had a whole week, and we did our best to take advantage of the time we had up there to not only relax, but to try new things!

Middle of a Zumba class

I got to teach a Zumba class to the girls almost every day, so that was fun for me! I am so glad we got to have that in the schedule because each day we had two very incredible meals prepared by the different families. So, needless to say...it was EASY to overeat!

We traveled up to Sun Valley and see the Sawtooth Botanical Gardens. It was really pretty. Casey had a great time, because he loves plants and trying to figure out which ones are which and if they're edible.

This was a really cool prayer wheel. It was actually a gift from the Dahli Lama!

We also took a brief stop by the Ernest Hemingway Memorial. I honestly haven't ever read any of his work, but the memorial was pretty cool :)

Me with my beautiful Sisters in Law :)

We attended church in Hailey and it was a small ward, but nice to be able to not have to miss church even though we were on Vacation. Casey and I got to take Canyon for his first bike ride, and he enjoyed it a lot! It has been such a long time since I road a bike, but I really enjoyed the quiet and beauty we were able to take in.

All Ready to go, let's see what this is all about!

Monday was a really fun day. I was able to go for the first time on a River Rafting trip. Poor Cherie got left at home with all of the kids, and the rest of us took the day to go to Stanley and do a Whitewater trip. I was honestly expecting it to be a bit more of a "rush" but it was pretty calm. I had a blast though!

Ooh-la-la

Also in Stanley, we got to see the Sawtooth Fish Hatchery, play at the beach at Red Fish lake (Canyon loved the sand)!

Those jumping Salmon were entertaining!

We did some Geo-caching, and this is a "house of sticks". We spent a really long time trying to find a Geo-Cache here, but was never able to find it.

This house of sticks was incredible!

We had enough bikes there for everyone to be able to go for a few hours on a bikeride. It was fun!

Also in the time we were there, we got to chill in the hot tub, Casey got to do some fly fishing with Jon, we got to play some games, and watch some movies. That's not to mention all the visiting we got to do. What an incredible week!

Cleaning up a house that big with six different families staying there wasn't a small task, so we were pretty busy getting out of there! It was a wonderful trip, and we'd gladly do it again!

Grandpa Summers

2011-08-03T14:11:00.000-07:00

Grandpa Summers

My Amazing Grandparents...

We lost a very wonderful man on July 4, 2011. My grandpa was 88 years old and was in a lot of ~~discomfort~~ pain. Grandpa had cancer, (which I believe was prostrate but had spread to several places in his body). He was getting Chemotherapy, which didn’t seem to be working so they had just decided to discontinue with chemo. I wasn’t able to see my grandpa before his passing, but I don’t think anyone imagined he would go as quickly as he did. We got a call on Monday morning (July 4) at about 5:15 am telling us to come now (to the hospital) because it would be our last chance to see our grandpa. Fortunately, we were already in Utah staying at summer’s house. Summer and I got ready as quickly as possible. We headed down to my parents house to get the rest of our siblings that would be carpooling with us to go see our grandpa for the last time. The second we pulled up, my sister Elise came out the front door to tell us it was too late. Grandpa Summers passed at 5:30am. I was really shaken up. I still can’t believe it. It was a really rough day/week. He will surely be missed. I think about both Grandpa and Grandma Summers everyday. I can't imagine how much they must miss each other.

His obituary read:

Edward Vaugh Summers, 88, passed away July 4, 201 surrounded by his family. He was born June 15, 1923, the third son and fourth child of William Henry and Ruby Thomson Summers. Two more girls came into the family later. He graduated from Juab High School in Nephi, Utah in 1942. He served in the army from March 3, 1943 to April 15, 1946. Starting out in air Force Pilot Training, until to his dismay, the ASPT programs were cut way back and he was transferred to the army and trained as an inspector of the meats and dairy for all military branches. Vaughn attended the University of Utah graduation in Business in 1950. He married, Nila Newton, the girl next door, in the Salt Lake Temple on Friday, September 14, 1946. Together they were the parents of seven children. He and Nila have also been blessed with 32 grandchildren, 45 great-grandchildren and 3 great-great-grandchildren. He was an active member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints serving in many positions such as; bishop, Counselor in Bishopric, Counselor in Stake Young Men, High Priest Group Leaders, and most importantly Home Teacher to name but a few. He and Nila served in the Australian, Brisbane Mission from 1992 through March 1994. Vaughn,served continuously in the Church for 60 years. The Gospel of Jesus Christ and Family provided the foundation of his life. Vaughn is survived by his wife of almost 65 years, Nila, children; Denise (ron), Ann (Greg), Leigh (Gordon), Lori (Richard), Gordon (Terri), Jhn (Debra), Robert (Alicia), grandchildren, great-grandchildren and great-great grandchildren. He is also survived by sisters, Joy Neilsen and Wilma Morris, and numerous nieces, nephews and cousins. Vaughn was preceded in death by his parents, sister; Madge Newton, brothers; Richard and Rbert Summers, grandchildren; David Bywater and Jessica Paulsen.

I am so grateful that I have the knowledge that Families Are Forever. My Grandparents did an amazing job of raising their children with the gospel truth, which in turn caused my parents to do the same, and now I am striving to teach my child about our Heavenly Father's Plan.

Isn't this a great comparison?!

I always loved how my Grandpa would call me "snickers". I asked him Why, and he told me it was because Snickers was his favorite Candybar, and I am his Favorite Candi!. I loved how patient my Grandpa always

was. He took such good care of my Grandma, even when it was extremely difficult. There was never any question about how much my grandpa loved my grandma. They are eternal sweethearts.
I call and ask my mom for updates on how grandma is doing frequently. For the most part, I think she's doing ok, but she is tired and she misses her "boyfriend". What an amazing example those two have always been of how to love your spouse.
It gives me comfort to think of my Grandpa continuing on in the service of our Heavenly Father.
I love you so much Grandpa, and I will see you again...

Fourth of July--celebration!

2011-07-23T14:29:00.000-07:00

Monday was the fourth of July! Eureka has the best fourth of july celebration ever. The tradition in Eureka is incomparable. The fire trucks go around at 9am to pick up the neighborhood children. They get to take a ride around town on the fire truck which eventually ends at the gradeschool where the rest of us meet up for Games and relay races!

They go by age group and have relay races of all sorts; potato sack, three legged, wheel-barrow, foot, and crab walk. They also have a tug-of-war, greased pole, chicken, and water balloon games. It is such a fun morning in Eureka on the fourth of July.

We had an especially great day with Jon and Cherie, Topher, Nona, David and Pato, and Dad and Mom Despain there this year. We got to have a big bbq with my family which of course was wonderful. I am so blessed to have such wonderful parents, siblings, nieces, nephews, in laws, and grandparents!

8. We had to leave shortly after the BBQ to get to Salt Lake to watch the Real Salt Lake game at the Rio Tinto stadium.

RSL played against New England Revolution from Boston. It was a great game, despite the fact that the referees were pitiful. Jason Kreis retired his number (9) just after the game ended. It was really cool. It being the fourth of July, there was good reason to have some fantastic fireworks! Beautiful…

Canyon didn't really know what was going on!

Our Cute little family

Gordon, Andrew, Erik, and Aiden on the firetruck and ready to go!

Me and my Beautiful Older, Little sister!

Natalie and Karina had a great time :)

Potato sac race. I had a good time...Canyon?... well the jury is still out!

Canyon totally won the wheel-barrow race. We won't tell that Casey carried him through it!

Soccer FANS!

Fireworks were mesmerizing!

So BEHIND.

2011-07-21T20:53:00.000-07:00

It’s been a while since I have blogged. A lot has happened, and the more I procrastinate, the further behind I get!

ARE YOU READY

for some

BIG news?!?!

We bought a house! It is absolutely beautiful, and we are in love with everything about it! It’s new to us, and our first home…so needless to say, we’re excited! It is right next door to the best park in Meridian Idaho.

We feel so blessed and fortunate. We haven't really been able to "settle" because things haven't slowed down since we've moved in!

I am one lucky girl, and I'll tell you why...For those of you who know me, I am not creative in the slightest and don’t have much of an opinion on decorating. I know what colors I like, and I know what I don’t like...but as far as dressing up a room or making it presentable at all, I have no idea! Luckily, I have family who loves us and wants or is willing to share their talents J

My older sister Summer, who is absolutely wonderful came up to visit us in Idaho for about a week. She was originally only going to stay for a couple of days, but I convinced her that it wasn't enough :) I was so grateful that she was able to stay. My mom and Sister Jennica were also awesome and covered for her in UT so that it was possible for her to stay. I am blessed to have a sister as talented as her.We stayed super busy the whole time she was here, so it wasn’t much of a “visit” for either of us. In fact, the poor kiddos felt so neglected because we were busy doing as much as we could in the amount of time we had.

Summer is very talented. She reupholstered our couches and sewed valances.

I really enjoyed spending time with my cute little niece Analeigh. She is so full of love and trust.

I was so happy that my visit with my sister wasn't over yet because we had a family campout to look forward to! We drove down to Utah the weekend of the fourth of July. On our way through Twin Falls, we stopped at Shashone falls to see the beautiful waterfalls. It seemed so unreal to me. I was standing there, and found that the longer I stared at the landscape and water falling, it looked more and more unreal to me. It’s amazing the creations we are so fortunate to be able to be near. It was nice to experience another beautiful part of Heavenly Father's creations!

Saturday we spent with the Despain Family in Provo. Summer and I were able to go to one of her very good friends’ sealings at the Salt Lake Temple. Terra Wheeler. It was an absolutely beautiful ceremony, and I am very glad that I got to be there on her special day.

It was a very stressful drive to get to the temple due to roadwork. We were 40 minutes late and thought for sure they wouldn’t allow us to go in. We were lucky though, and they were running behind schedule, so we made it with about five minutes before they took us into the sealing room. We were so grateful J

After the sealing, we headed back to Michelle and Christopher’s house to spend time with the family. It was great! We were able to celebrate Emmitt’s first Birthday, spend time with all of Casey’s siblings and parents, and watch some really funny Seinfeld Stand up Comedy.

Emmitt Vaughn Despain--such a cute little ONE YEAR OLD!

Even though we were no longer near our home in Boise where we could stay extremely busy to get things tidied up and situated…there was plenty to be done at Summer’s house. She is still trying to get her house put together since she is just recently moving back from Arizona. I tried to be helpful to Summer, but let’s face it…I am no where near as good at figuring out where things go! When I asked summer to come to Boise to help me, I wasn’t aware that her house was in as much need of TLC as my own. She sacrificed her home to help with mine. Thank you summer. I love you and appreciate you and all you do.

Happy Father's Day

2011-07-21T20:52:00.000-07:00

Isn't it fabulous to have special people in your life?! I know that I am so grateful for the men in my life. I have the most amazing Dad who has always been such an inspiration to me. He is so full of love and service for everyone he meets. My Dad will give you the shirt off his back, and I am willing to bet that he literally has. There is no one else like my Daddy. One of my favorite memories that I have about my dad is when I was younger and I would have thumb wars with him. We would bet each other "If I win, You take me to Disneyland before I turn 16" and he'd bet "If I win, you scratch my back". Well, My dad kept his end of the bargain and took me to Disneyland the Summer before my 16th birthday! I love my daddy.

You can tell that I love my dad, because I married someone who reminds me of him in a lot of ways. Casey is such a wonderful husband and I am so grateful he is such a great father! Casey likes to make himself useful and find ways to "jimmy rig" things to work, which is exactly like my dad. Casey treats me like a princess. I have mentioned so many times how much I love to watch him with Canyon.

Casey's dad is the best father in law anyone could ask for. I love Rick and am so grateful for him and Susy and all they do for us. They were always really supportive of Casey and I and I have always been really grateful for that. I love how much Rick loves his family. Rick is a total play hard kind of guy, and has raised his family to enjoy the simplest of things. I am grateful for that.

Father's day this year was a good day. I made Casey breakfast, which he always says tastes good...whether that's true or not...??? No, Casey would never lie to me. I am glad he likes whatever I give him. He's not picky. I bought Casey a new Computer chair for his new office in our new home :). Canyon gave Casey a really nice book that I made for him that was full of pictures and memories of Canyon and Daddy :)

Silly Boy

2011-06-18T13:22:00.000-07:00

We are loving the sunshine! It is so nice to get outside for walks, and playing at the park! Usually, there are lots of other kids and bigger kids, so that makes it a little less fun. Not much though :) Canyon will watch others intently.

I love being able to be home with Canyon everyday and have the opportunities to take him out and spend quality time with him.

Canyon is getting more teeth, and lets just say he isn't thrilled with it. He will constantly hold his tongue out of his mouth so he can feel those new things in his mouth!

Playing at the Park

So, those of you who don't get to see how silly and fun Canyon can be, here is a little glympse. He isn't always serious! He is quite the crazy little boy. Check out those teeth!

Family Pictures

2011-06-16T10:32:00.000-07:00

So, I was fortunate enough to get a free 10x13 print done by PictureMe at Walmart! So, we took advantage of it and had our family pictures taken. The lady did a good job and actually got Canyon to smile sometimes, that's impressive. We haven't received the print yet, but I am sure it will be nice. I wasn't going to buy a single thing because it was a free thing and I didn't need to spend any money on more photos. That being said, she got me with the Copyright CD. Of course I want to have one printed for both my Parents wall, and Casey's parents wall. So, I thought having the copyright cd was better than just an extra print for the same price. Too bad I gave up pretty early on with Canyon (didn't want to push my luck)...we could have had even more cute photos!

Don't we just have the cutest little boy?! He makes us really happy and is getting too big too fast! We wish everyone could be around to see how much fun he is!

Summer Invitation!

2011-06-03T16:12:00.000-07:00

This is me, officially inviting the Summer to show it's beauty! We've been pretty fortunate up here in Boise to have a lot of sunshine-y days, but the past couple of weeks have been a bit gloomy and rainy. Canyon and I are ready to go for walks and play at parks, and getting rained on wasn't much fun. (yeah, I tried going for a walk regardless of the gloom...got rained on pretty hard for ten minutes before we got home). I don't want to sound like I am complaining, I am sure it will be hot enough soon enough...but it's just an invite :)

We're excited that Casey is going to get to play Soccer again! This time it's indoor soccer, but it's Soccer nonetheless. Casey stays very busy with work, but he still makes time for Canyon and me. We're so blessed.

The temple up here in Boise is going to be closing for extensive Renovation starting June 11. That's going to take a while, so we have to travel to go to the temple. Bummer, but I think about how fortunate we are to have one even as close as two hours.

I must say that we are really doing well up here in Boise. Casey loves his work and his co-workers, and I love teaching Zumba. We are so grateful for the incredible amounts of support we continually receive from my parents, Casey's parents, and our siblings. We have the best families in the world. We love each of you.

Daddy and Canyon cuddling before bed...Love these boys

My big helper, just five minutes earlier he was using his wash cloth to clean the wall :)

Canyon is helping daddy push a heavy cart at Lowes. My Supermen <3

Getting him warmed up to the slides

Canyon will never give his attention for a picture to be taken, so this was luck!

Let the picture tell the story :)

Canyon and his cousin Natalie playing in her tent. Canyon stayed entertained for quite a while!
Such cute kids.

Canyon is growing up so fast. He hardly seems like a baby anymore...he's such a big boy. He really enjoys leaving the apartment and getting out...even if it's just a walk to the mail box. I love to watch Casey and Canyon walk together...Canyon has walked all the way to church! Impressive for those little legs.

I am not very happy to say that Canyon is becoming a picky eater already :( We always loved how well he ate, and now...he'll refuse to even give some things a try. When he does that though, if I know it's something he should like... I just wait a while, get him out of his chair, and try again after 15 minutes. Doesn't always work, but I want him to learn early on that we eat what we get.

We have more fun with this little boy every single day. He is so full of excitement and curiosity. He still really loves Vacuum's and wants to help push it each time it's out. Same thing with strollers, he will go push someone's stroller at the park before going to play on the playground. Seriously, something about pushing things!

The past few days, Canyon has been walking around saying something that sounds like "happy" over and over again. I am not sure where, or why...but it's quite cute.

One more thing to brag about...for now...

I have tried to teach Canyon to sign "more" when he wants more food, or "all done" when he's done. If I sign "more" he will do it right after me, copying. He hasn't done "all done" yet though. Today I was so ecstatic when I was giving him arros con leche and he ate it all gone. I asked if he wanted more (but didn't sign it) and he signed it! I was so proud of him! This was the first time he'd actually done it without my showing how! Woohoo. We have a growing and learning little boy!

Besitos

2011-05-26T09:51:00.000-07:00

We are finally getting more affection from our little boy. He will actually give us little kisses every once in a while. You should see how happy Mommy and Daddy get, you'd think he'd do it all the time for the reaction he gets! We love our little boy, that's for sure.

Canyon is happiest First thing in the morning, and Right before bed. For how much we've always struggled with his sleeping, you'd think those would be the worst parts of our day...Nope! We know that it can get inconvenient that we are so persistent about getting Canyon to bed and naps on time. We just know that when Canyon is cranky we aren't having a good time either, so it's just a lot easier to let him get his rest and then we play :) That's ok with us. We try to be good parents and though we try to keep Canyon on a little bit of a schedule, we do interupt that schedule more than I ever thought I would! Every once in a while isn't a problem if you ask me.

The weather has been really beautiful, more often than not, so I am glad to say we've been able to get out on a few walks! Canyon really likes playing at the park and he's becoming more confident with himself. Can't really blame him for wanting to get out! Who doesn't want to enjoy the sunshine?!

You can't really see it, but Canyon was giving me kisses through the tube :)

He's going to be a rock climber like daddy!

Best pals

Canyon is definitely at a fun age, but also that trying age! He does throw his fair share of fits, and it's not much fun for mommy. Having said that, I can't help but laugh at him (when he can't see) when he gets aggravated and throws his hips forward, grunting. It reminds me of when you want to just scream into a pillow?! Yeah. He doesn't think it's funny, but it sure is cute. Canyon has another trick he uses to let out his frustration...He will bend over and hit his head (softly) on the ground, almost like he's going to try to do a summer-salt.

Canyon likes to make us laugh, and he does so without even trying half the time. He likes to dance, and if there is music, he will start to sway or move his hips a little. Of course that makes me proud :)

So Glad the weather cooperated, so we were able to take a nice walk as a family!

Big Boy

2011-05-13T15:07:00.000-07:00

Canyon got his first haircut. No, he didn't have a lot of hair...but he had several wispy hairs. Canyon is just like his daddy-- thin hair. Daddy gave Canyon his first haircut while mommy was at Zumba on Wednesday night. Now, more than ever, I think he looks like his daddy :)

I can't help but fall more in love with these boys every day.

We've been loving that Canyon is getting just a tiny bit more affectionate. He has never had problems showing his luvs for the stuffed puppies or bears, but mom and dad...he'll push us away. Now, we get so excited when he'll give us "kisses". Makes my heart so happy. And it's the complete opposite when he pushes me away, rejection never feels good :(

You'd be amazed at how entertained he can keep himself underneath the kitchen table

Getting ready to walk down the slide...oops!

Taking a break to get a quick drink. Notice he is sitting on the fountain!

Canyon's new haircut. You can barely tell, but isn't he the spitting image of his daddy?!

Canyon and I spent our Friday morning Cleaning. He really likes to be right with me whenever I do anything. Hopefully he's taking mental notes so he can "help" more when he's bigger. I don't mind having him help me take trash out and vacuum, but it is more work. I think it's Worth it when you have the extra time :)

The weather has been absolutely beautiful, so we've had the chance to get out and enjoy it a little bit more. We've went to the park a few times, and our little cautious boy is becoming a tiny bit more comfortable each time we go. It's funny that every time we go out, people think he is tired. I have to tell them that he's just very careful about how he acts in public. So cautious and unsure of strangers. I love to watch Canyon come out of his little box at the park and wander around, eating the wood chips. Boy, he's a fun one!

Understatement

2011-05-08T14:30:00.000-07:00

I feel very fortunate to have such amazing women in my life. I have the most amazing mom, and everyone who knows her thinks the world of her. She never complains, always does her best, and treats everyone with the utmost love. I took a little bit of time to think about how much I love my Mom, and couldn't help but think how much she must love her mother. I believe that My mom is as awesome as she is because her mom is. I believe that the people we associate with help us to become who we are. Some of us are more fortunate to have especially kind and loving families. That is one thing, I will always thank my Heavenly Father for.

I am the youngest of seven children, so you can imagine that I have several "mothers" to look up to. I love that I have so many sisters in law that are such wonderful mothers as well. I can't help but love each of them and their talents and examples.

I have a sister that will be the best mom. I know she will, and my heart aches for her that she hasn't been blessed with a sweet little baby of her own yet. I know it will happen, and I know that it's a challenge that seems incomparable. Sometimes, it's really easy to take things for granted, and I will just say I love being a mommy, and it's not easy...but I wouldn't trade it for anything. Even though my sister isn't technically a mother ...yet... I think of her as one because she is the favorite aunt and so talented with children.

Me and my Wonderful Mother. I love you MOM.

Me and Casey's wonderful Mother :) I love you Mom

Being married and part of another family is absolutely wonderful...I guess for those who love their in-laws :) Lucky for me, I get amazing in-laws and I love to be around them. I am so grateful for Casey's wonderful Mother and how hard she has always worked to keep her kids happy. I know that Casey is the caring, respectful, obedient, and hard working guy he is because of the influences of his parents. I love that I am starting to grow closer to my in-laws even though I don't see them much. Of course, I hope to be able to see all of our family as much as possible. Don't be fooled that even though Casey's grandma (Nona) speaks hardly any english, I still see how kind and generous she is. I love Nona, and I loved being able to visit her when we lived in Utah. I go through Nona withdrawals because I just love her that much :)

I feel so fortunate to have the examples of such amazing women and mothers in my life. I am so grateful for the role that each has played. I feel like everything I could possibly say...would still be an understatement for how I feel. Much much LOVE <3

Could Not Ask for More

2011-05-02T16:31:00.000-07:00

I get further and further behind on our blog! Then, it gets worse because when I go to work on it, I have so much to catch up on that I rush through and either say very little, or forget things entirely! I will just do my best!

April went by very quickly! We were very busy, and let's just say I have eaten out enough to last me quite a while! We had my parents come and visit us on the 15th, and let me just say, I really needed it. I have always been very close to my parents and really value their friendship and love. I hope they know how much I appreciate their advice and support. I feel very fortunate to have such wonderful parents. We spent our weekend with Mom and Papa watching Casey play soccer, going to the Birds of Prey Museum, Going on walks, staying up at Casey's boss' cabin where the boys got to Fish, and playing Bang! My parents got us started (I wouldn't say addicted...yet) on the TV Show LOST. We watched a few episodes while they were here and have watched about one a day since! Sometimes 2!!! One of my favorite parts about their trip was that my wonderful mommy got to come to two of my Zumba classes. I definitely miss seeing her in all of my classes :(. Though their trip didn't last long enough in my opinion, I am very grateful that they took the time to come enjoy Boise with us. I miss you Dad and Mom.

The following weekend, we got to spend some time with Casey's parents! I loved how much fun Dad D. had with Natalie, Karina, and Canyon. He sure loves his grandkids. They miss their grandpa. I really love Casey's parents, and I really wish we got to see them more often. We're hoping to :)

We got to watch Dad D. present at an Isagenix meeting, and he really does a wonderful job. I am always impressed whenever I see him "at work".
Easter was a lot of fun this year! Canyon still didn't really know what was going on, but he got to go on an Easter Egg hunt at the Hoegers. This is the first year, as an adult that I got to go on a hunt too! Awesome! I love that the Hoegers let EVERYONE have something to find from the Easter Bunny. Let me just say that the Easter Bunny is really good at hiding baskets and eggs. We got to have their Traditional Easter breakfast with them, and we loved it.
Chris and Michelle were also here for the Easter weekend, so we were fortunate to always be surrounded by people who love us. We enjoyed taking Mate with Mom D. each night she was here. I enjoyed the little bit of time Mom and Dad spent with us at our apartment. Canyon loved having them here too :)

Canyon gets cuter every day, and if you see us in the grocery store you would think, "boy does that kid ever get less serious?" and the answer would be "yes". A big yes. He gets sillier and more fun to play with all the time. He loves his daddy as always, and that is just so awesome to watch.

Lately, besides playing peek-a-boo, Canyon has really liked crawling under his soccer goal and hiding. Laughing really hard when you crawl at him. He learned to play the drums on his tummy because Casey always drums on his tummy whenever he plays with him. Canyon learns so much from Casey. Canyon loves to make us laugh, and gets very proud of himself when he does so. Now, more than ever, Canyon loves to go buh-bye. He will come to my feet and grab at my hands and try to get me to pick him up. He's tall enough to open the front door, so we always have to make sure we dead lock it.

This last week, we took a really quick trip down to Utah to watch the Real Salt Lake Soccer Game. It was a really nice experience. Unfortunately, RSL lost the game. It was very frustrating. It was incredible to see how excited and nervous everyone was. We enjoyed the game with Werner, Sharon, Jon, Cherie, Michelle, Chris, Ryan, Summer, Susy, Aster, Halen, and Cortlen.
While we went to the game, Jeanene watched Canyon for us. He likes being in new places, so he was pretty good (so I'm told). Unfortunately, he didn't have a very good night though :(. My brother Josh is amazing and even though he was extremely busy with his work, he still took care of Canyon. I am so fortunate.

Now for some Pictures...Unfortunately, I will have to update with pictures because most were taken with camera's other than mine :(

Grandpa playing with Allie and Natalie

Canyon loved the stairs at the cabin

When we're not careful...this is where we find Canyon

I failed to mention that Canyon had a little accident while up at Blake's cabin. It was absolutely heartbreaking! He touched the gas stove, and was in loads of pain. It blistered, but is all better now...Thank Goodness!

Easter Morning! Canyon really liked the Easter eggs, but loved how much noise they made when he'd shake them!

Mommy, trying to get just one picture for Easter. Canyon just wanted to play :(

Canyon got a surprise in the mail from Grandma and Grandpa Grimstead. I think I was more excited than him. Grandma is always thinking ahead, Thank you Grandma! We love it!

Papa at the Birds of Prey Museum. FYI it doesn't give you the same eyesight as a bird.

My Mommy Modeling the beak!

Canyon's favorite thing to do: Play hide and seek in his Soccer goal

We were doing an Easter Egg hunt at Werner and Sharon's and Canyon decided playing drums on the headlights was way more fun.

Doing what it takes to get the Easter Egg

Loving Bathtime

More Space

2011-04-08T12:34:00.000-07:00

Now that I have freed up some space on our Blog for pictures, you can bet I will put them up for you all to drool over for just a second. I can't help it, I am a proud mommy and I love spending time with my little boy. He isn't photogenic, but every so often we get a good one that he laughs at us after trying to take a picture for five minutes.

We were so excited to spend our Conference weekend with Jon, Cherie, Christopher, Michelle, Natalie, Karina, Angela, Werner and Sharon. Canyon really loves to be with his cousins, and Natalie enjoys his company. However, Karina could care less about him right now. She's usually mad that he is playing with her toys. It's really funny because he doesn't care...yet! We're in for trouble when he starts to care.

We got to go see a Ridiculously HUGE house ($2.5 Million) that was the closest I've ever been to going in a castle. The most used phrase in that house was "oh my gosh". It was breathtaking.

Canyon with Aunt Michelle, Uncle Christopher, and of course daddy

Doing his best to walk with the soccer ball, down a hill!

Canyon's first time down a slide!

He had to get "warmed up" to have fun on the playground.

We got to go to a park that is right by where the Mansion was. Actually, the house looks over that park. You can see it from every single room. It was a fun, big park with lots of kids to play with. A little boy didn't think it was cool for me to wait at the bottom of the slide so he turned around and stuck his tongue out at me. I was taken off guard. Canyon enjoyed the swing, but he didn't show much emotion for the first few minutes. Typical.

I got to go out to a brand new restaurant here in Boise for FREE. It's an asian place, and it was really really great! Casey didn't get to go because of his soccer game but I let him eat my leftovers :)

Conference was absolutely wonderful, as always. We had a especially nice time because Christopher and Michi were here for the weekend so we got to spend lots of time with them, and lots of time eating :) The Hoeger's (cherie included in that) know how to cook! I am always impressed with their dishes.

Canyon really enjoys playing at Werner and Sharon's

Trying toys on his feet while the rest of us watch conference

Beautiful weather

This must be what Canyon does

while mommy's at Zumba

Notice the scratch on his nose. He hit it pretty hard playing under the kitchen table. I kissed it better :)

Our Little Family.

Changes, Changes, and More Changes!

2011-04-08T10:42:00.000-07:00

I have been horrible about blogging and I will tell you why... You all know how much I love to look at pictures and it tells the story so much better (in most cases...not the case with Canyon, I promise he isn't always THAT serious). Well, I reached the limit on how many pictures I could upload into my blog! I am so sorry that you all get to see "practically" the same pictures of my cute little boy...but they make me drool so I love to share. Obviously I had to do something about the space thing, so I deleted old posts. Don't worry, I have them in a book already, so we're covered. Phew!

Isn't he dashing?!

Serious, but So HANDSOME!!!

Canyon really enjoys playing under the kitchen table. See, he smiles :)

This photo was taken a couple weeks ago, when Canyon was just barely starting to walk a lot. He was so pleased with himself :)

"Brush your teeth...morning and night..." Argentina shirt from Grandma Susy.

Now this tells the story: Canyon absolutely adores his daddy.

So, things have been so crazy and busy. Thank goodness for wonderful family who help us out in trying times! My knee still hurts when I do Zumba sometimes, but I am doing well. Casey is finally over his sinus infection, and that was hard for him to be sick. Thanks to my wonderful Brother Josh, we already bought another car. Ours was a total loss, so we finally got a rental and that's what we're driving around right now.

After the car issues...

I found out last week, out of nowhere, that Solace went out of business. I was devastated because I absolutely love my students there. It took me a while to grow a solid student base that had the personalities and desires for a good time that I loved being around. Of course, I felt more bad for the Business Owner who is just one of the sweetest people I've ever met. It's really hard to run a business, and it was just starting to pick up and then it died :(. Needless to say, I have been a bit busy trying to find a new place to teach...

which brings me onto my next little update...

I am going to start teaching Zumba out of a girls garage. Ok, that sounds pretty bad, but it's an actual dance studio that she had her garage transformed into. My goal! I would love to be able to just go out to the garage and teach my class. I start Monday so we'll see how it goes. It's a lot tighter of a space, but still better than nothing for sure! Wish me luck!

Oh, I also teach at a fitness center called Treasure Valley Fitness. I have been there for about a month, but it's just once a week. Zumba is so magical :)

Canyon is practically running now, and it's so cute to see how excited he gets when he can carry things around like his tray to his high chair, or daddy's big soccer ball. I could talk all day about how cute I think our little boy is. Casey is doing well, almost done with school and so glad about that. He works so hard. He does school and works all day, and watches Canyon for me to teach Zumba. He's a hero. He got a calling at church: Sunbeams teacher. I was pretty jealous.

These are a few of my Favorite things...

2011-03-22T11:41:00.000-07:00

My mom always sang me the song from Sound Of Music, Favorite Things. Maybe it's because it's a good song, but maybe it's just because my mom sang it to me and I love her so much...but that song holds a special place in my heart. I've had my fair share of feeling "not so good" emotionally and I am feeling a lot better lately. It has made me think of some of my favorite things.

I have always really loved to dance. When I was a little girl, my older sisters were cheerleaders and they were my inspiration. I wanted nothing more than to cheer. Later, when I got that chance, I found that the part I loved most about cheering was the dancing. I love love love to dance. I wonder if I had dance when I was younger, if I would be better at it now.

I love to be with friends and family. Sometimes, I get overwhelmed by all the chaos because yes, I am from a bigger family...but mostly, I just love being in their presence. Whether we're doing anything or not. So often I have taken it for granted, and I know that I am very fortunate to be the youngest of seven children. I have all of them as my examples, and you can bet that I look up to each of them.

Camping is something I have always had a good time doing, but I don't know why. I don't like to get dirty, but I like the "feel" of camping. Maybe it's because it's calm outside, and I am with the people I love? I am not sure. I don't love to fish, but I like to cast out and reel in. I can't sit for hours on end waiting for a fish to bite. I'd rather take a walk around the lake :). I like to go for little hikes while camping, but I get really nervous if there is any chance of snakes or spiders on my trail, so I look down the whole entire time which makes it so I don't see as much of the beautiful scenery.

I always enjoyed watching my nieces and nephews while I was growing up. I knew that I would like being a Mother, but I can't even tell you how much I TRULY enjoy having that sweet little boy to spend time with every day. As tiring as it gets, I love it more than I could have ever dreamed.

I always mention how much I love to watch Casey and Canyon play with each other, but that is definitely one of my favorite things to do. I get a little jealous, but it's so satisfying to see them both so happy.

I love being married to someone who loves me so much and tells me so every day. So much that I take it for granted :( I love my husband and how much he loves me. I need him and his words of encouragement. He is such a great husband and is more than I deserve, but I need him. He's my favorite <3

I like feeling special. I like the feeling that it brings when you know that someone planned something special for you. Whether it costs money or not, just having "something special" is magic to me. Something that took a little bit of planning, but not necessarily a surprise. If I KNOW there is a surprise coming, I can't handle it...I have to pry and pry...but if there is something out of the ordinary that is planned...that feels special. Even just a Message or letter. Ah.

I am a total sweet tooth. I will eat sweets until I am sick sick sick, then I will eat them more the next day. It's ridiculous, and I hate that I am such a sweet tooth, but Sweets are some of my favorite things. I like to bake, especially if it's FOR someone else. Baking something that someone really enjoys, and giving it to them for no reason at all, that brings me so much satisfaction.

I am not a particularly organized person, but I like things to be clean. I don't like to do it, but I love when things look "clean".

I love being the helper. I don't do so well with organizing things myself, but if I can be the helper and not the helpee...I am ok :)

Ok, I guess I could go on and on about things I like and dislike, but I said a "few" of my Favorite things.... Sorry :)

One last one, and sorry...it's a given. I LOVE Zumba :D I have always been a bit of an exercise addict because I like the way it makes me feel AFTER the workout is over. But, with Zumba I can enjoy it while I am exercising too :) And I can teach it, so there are other people that I can be with who are having a good time WITH me :) That makes me feel even better. Put a smile on your face any day! I love the feeling of knowing that I am helping them both emotionally and physically and doing the same for myself as well.

Oh, sorry...I can't leave out my Isagenix :) That is a BIG part of my every day, and I really Love the Isagenix products I use. I used to be such a Breakfast fan, and I still am...but I have to start every single day with an Isagenix shake. Maybe it's for the same reason I HAVE to exercise. For me mentally, I have to know that I am getting the most nutritious thing available. I like having that piece of mind all day long. I can eat the other breakfast foods a little later :) We all win!

---I simply remember my favorite things....and then I don't feel- so- bad!---

Walking and loving it!

2011-03-21T12:56:00.000-07:00

Canyon is so happy when he is walking. He waddles, and hesitates, and teeters, but it's so cute! If you open your arms to have him walk to you, he will get this huge smile on his face and teeter right over to you. He walks more and more every day. He gets even trickier by getting two of his toys and hitting them together while he's walking. That's true talent.

One of Canyon's favorite things to do, is push the button on any of his toys that have music. He learned from Mommy and Daddy of course :) We like to dance in our family. If there is music, he get's excited, and either wiggles (sway more like it) back and forth, or stomps his ... right foot. I can brag it up because it is just so hard not to love!

Canyon almost always wants to leave. The weather is getting nicer here in Boise all the time, and where he's starting to feel better, we'll be going outside more :)

No matter how hard I try to get Canyon to say "mamma" (without it being him whining and crying), he won't do it... It's always "dadda, dad, dadda, ..." It's pretty sweet though. It's one of the first things he checks on when he wakes up in the morning or from nap..."is daddy home?"

We got to go see Casey play Soccer on Friday. He's on a league here in Boise with his brother in law Jon. It was a bit chilly, but Canyon watched really well for the first half of the game. That was impressive, especially since we'd been sitting there a while before the game even started. Casey did a great job, and I am so glad that he can do something he loves like that even if it's just once a week.

Canyon is playing with his walking and musical toy that Grandma and Grandpa Despain gave him for his birthday, right now. This is the first I've seen him moving the walker so he can continue walking after he's run into something. Before he would just give up, way to go boy!

Update on my accident: There really isn't an update. I am doing fine, getting ahold of the other girls' insurance company is a joke. Enough to make me a little bit annoyed with them... we'll see.

Totalled Cars

2011-03-18T12:01:00.000-07:00

You just never know when things are going to go wrong. I was just writing in my journal yesterday about how blessed I am and for all that I have to be grateful for. Don't get me wrong, I am still very blessed, More blessed I guess you could say. My daddy got in a car accident the day we got to Utah to see them at the beginning of the Month, and he totaled his car but came out completely fine. I got in a Car accident yesterday that totaled our car, and I am just fine. I know that the Lord was watching over us.

Here's the scoop:

I was on my way to go teach Zumba and driving through my first green light...all of a sudden, BANG. That's all I remember. I sat there for a minute after it happened, not sure of what was going on and what had happened. There was a lot of smoke because of the airbags that were deployed in the car, I just sat there and couldn't figure things out. There were people right there to help me get out of the car, and I realized that my knee hurt a lot. I must have hit it on the dash. They were obviously concerned about me, asking me questions and such. I still wasn't sure what was going on, but I knew how to use the phone and walk. I wondered if I'd be able to teach...silly me. As I sat at the side of the road, I was very concerned about the other lady who was still in her car but talking to them.

Casey came right away with Canyon, who stayed in the car oblivious to what was happening. He was just as pleasant as could be sitting in the carseat, without pants, but a comfy blankie. :) Thank goodness Casey was there to clean the car out, because they towed it away... bye bye Altima. :( I feel really bad, but very glad that it wasn't my fault. I don't know where she came from for sure, but the police officer said that three witnesses confirmed that it was my right of way, meaning it was her fault. Thank goodness for that. I just don't do the whole "car accident" thing.

I was very concerned that I didn't get to go teach my class, but I am glad that I work for someone that is very understanding. I love the people I teach at Solace, and I love the owner.

We went to the Emergency Room just to be safe and KNOW that everything was ok with me. It took a long time, they did a CT scan, and an exray on my knee. I am perfectly fine, just sore. Very sore. A lot of headaches, but I am alive, and very capable of my everyday activities...except Zumba :( "just not today" Casey says :( I will survive without my exercise, tomorrow, let's hope I am not as sore!

I am so grateful to have a family and friends that loves me and is concerned about me. I am doing well, I am safe, and I know that I was watched over. It definitely opens your eyes to be a little bit safer on the road. Be aware, and wear your seatbelt!

I will add pictures later, they're on Casey's camera. Of course, he's always there with camera in hand.

Take care...

Grateful

2011-03-13T11:04:00.000-07:00

I feel like I need to make a post about how grateful I am to live in this beautiful place...Where I am safe, where I can enjoy the beautiful weather, where I have people who love me and help me through the challenging times. I for one, take so many things for granted. I couldn't fall to sleep the other night as I stressed and worried over Japan and the Tsunami and Earthquakes that have happened to them recently. I think about my friend Dai and his cute little family that live there. I was very fortunate to have him as a friend and dance partner in College and we had a great time competing Ballroom dance together. Even if he got frustrated at me because I couldn't always understand what he was trying to say to me because of his accent. I have a hard time understanding people who mumble in English and that's my language! Dai is such a great person, and he, like all of the Japanese that are suffering at this time, are aware and know that our prayers are being heard. I am glad we have facebook that makes it so we can communicate with them, and know that as of right now, he and his family are safe. I am so happy to hear that, but my heart still hurts for them in this stressful time over there. My heart hurts for those that have lost loved ones, or who haven't heard from them.

I try to give thanks often for even the small and simple things, but I am not as good at it as I should be. I know that I have so many things to be grateful for, both big and small. I pray that we will all be a little more mindful of the things that we have, and the people that we know...That we can serve more reverently and with more gratitude in our hearts.

It's really hard to really grasp how much we have, and how much we can give of ourselves. I know that I love being able to teach Zumba and help people feel better about themselves through physical exercise. I know that my talents and opportunities to share those talents are very small. I find myself wishing that I could be better at all the things my siblings do, my parents do, my in-laws do, my friends do...but I need to just remind myself that at least I have one talent. I can share Zumba with others. I can share a smile. I can share my love. I have that much...I am grateful for my husband, for his love for me. He is much more than I deserve, but I need him. He helps me to remember that Heavenly Father loves me and that he trusts me. I am so grateful that both my husband and sweet little boy are healthy and strong. I love that I can be with them everyday and share the joys and accomplishments! I am so grateful for my family that I don't get to see everyday. I always pray that they will be safe and well, and I am so grateful that they are. I love being a part of such an amazing family, both Despain's and Grimstead's. I have so much encouragement and support from both sides it is a real Blessing. I love my friends, I really feel sad that I don't get to see them, but at least I can keep in touch through blogs and facebook. Giselle, Michi, Heather, Erica, I don't know what I would do without your little notes or texts of encouragement. I love you.

I love you all <3

Our Baby is turning into a Big Boy

2011-03-10T11:23:00.000-08:00

We had a really great weekend. It went by way too quickly, but isn't that how it goes when you're having fun?! We drove down to Utah on Thursday and on our way through Provo we stopped by a Latin Market and bought enough Mate to last us quite a while. Oh, I was loving that Latin Market! Couldn't read much, but EVERYTHING looked Yummy! I'm a total sweet tooth :)

We arrived in Eureka to a very empty house. We came to find out that no one was there to welcome us, because my Papa had gotten into a car accident :(. He is so lucky that he doesn't have a scratch...but his favorite car ever is totaled. :( I am so grateful that he is okay.

Friday was a really busy day. It was our only day to get things done because we knew that Saturday would be crazy with family! We got as much done as we could before we had to leave for Ogden to See Casey's sister Michelle compete in the Mrs. Utah America Pageant. I wasn't thrilled about having to drive in the car yet another two and a half hours both ways...but I am SO SO SO grateful that we were able to be there for Michi. I have competed in little pageants, but this pageant was significant. Michelle did such a PERFECT job. She was a natural up on that stage. There were twelve contestants, and most, if not all of them, had coaches... Michelle, being the amazing woman that she is, did it all on her own! Michelle did everything perfectly. She actually even got the award for "best interview" and everyone knows that is the hardest thing about a pageant. I am so proud of her. She looked so beautiful, had perfect poise, answered her onstage questions without any hesitation or stumbling. I feel so privileged that I was able to witness her get Second Runner Up! Wahoo Michelle!!!

It was a late night, that became even later because we went out to the Pizza Factory afterwards to eat! It was totally worth it though, that food was incredible. We stayed at Michelle and Christophers house in Provo so we wouldn't be getting home so late. Canyon slept over with Grandma and Papa Grimstead.
Saturday March 5th, Canyon turned one year old. We got to attend a very special baptism. Taleigh Laird got baptized by her dad, and Casey got to confirm her. She is such a sweet little girl that took dance from me while I taught in Eureka. I am very proud of her and her family!

Saturday was full of family and fun. We had a little birthday party for Canyon with everyone there that could be. Canyon was definitely unsure about all of the people singing "Happy Birthday" to him. He didn't want to be the center of attention like most kids like to do. I felt really bad that he was so scared. My Sister Jennica made him the cutest cake. It was a monkey cake, and though you'd think he would devour it...he was so unsure about what was going on, the only cake that went into his mouth was fed to him by others. The kids all enjoyed picking at his cake though :)
I can't believe that I have a baby...let alone one that just turned one! He is growing up way too fast. Canyon really enjoyed being around all of the other kids because they all missed him and played with him nonstop. He loved that attention. Canyon got lots of cool new toys for his birthday and I was pleased with how much he liked his guitar that we bought for him. We knew he'd enjoy that :) It had already been a long day, so Canyon was pretty spent. We were really glad that we got to be with as much family as we did for his birthday. We love seeing how much Canyon loves and is loved by his family...all of them.

Life with Canyon gets more fun every single day. He is full of personality, and I can't help but just embrace these moments with Canyon. He is walking now, and getting really good at it! Just a week ago, he was just taking a few steps at a time...Now he is starting to walk, hesitate to catch his balance, and walk a little bit more. I was so pleased with his Doctor's appointment. He weighed 24 lb. 7 oz and the Doctor was so impressed with him. She thought he was perfect (cuz he is) and couldn't get over how well he is doing :) That's my boy! It's always really hard to see him cry getting his shots, but it didn't take him long to calm down.

Pictures :) I didn't get very many because I didn't have the camera :(

The cutest, yummiest cake ever! Thanks Aunt Ica!

Daddy and his one year old!

Uncle Christopher, Uncle Josh, Canyon, and the monkey cake :)

"Mommy, you're sure this is ok?"

Fun to Play in

Such a handsome One year old!!!

He was so nervous with all the attention on him!

It was a LONG day, Everyone was tired half way through! Unfortunately, there wasn't very many places to nap.

Canyon loves showing affection for stuffed toys. Thanks Aunt Michi and Uncle Christopher :)

Canyon with his cousins Haleigh and Jentry

Canyon's favorite place at Grandma's: Unloading the drawers.

Uncle Josh and Canyon

That puppy makes his so happy :)

Quite the Climber

2011-02-25T13:38:00.000-08:00

Canyon will be ONE YEAR OLD in just eight days. I can hardly believe it. It's sneaky and it's quick! Canyon has been getting a little bit frustrated the past couple of days. I have noticed when he is playing with his toys and they aren't doing exactly what he wants them to do. I don't know what he WANTS them to do, but he sure gets frustrated and I can tell it's not right. I knew he liked to go Buh-Bye, but he gets really anxious and bored if I don't take him somewhere every day. It is worse if Casey isn't home, he thinks we need to go find Casey. Unfortunately, taking Canyon out to get the mail isn't quite enough for him. He is just yearning to get out of the apartment...I can't really blame him, it's hard to stay inside all day long, every day. We are not hermits, but staying close to home is easiest when your child is napping two times a day.

I know I've been saying it for weeks, but Canyon is seriously close to walking. Casey was so pleased when he got him to take...four steps...towards him while I was gone teaching Zumba. Canyon is constantly testing himself, standing up a few feet away from the couch and walking to it. Just a couple steps each time and he practically dives to have something to hang onto. It is very exciting.

I ask Casey what we should get Canyon for his first birthday, and he says "a rock climbing wall" because Canyon will try to climb on anything possible. He lifts those chunky legs and tries to climb higher, higher. Just a little while longer and I'm afraid the couches, futon, and bookshelf are not safe. He is getting taller and taller and when he tiptoes, he can reach the door handle and pull it. Luckily we have a dead bolt so he can't actually get the door open.

We thank our Heavenly Father every single day for this sweet little boy. He is so much fun...when he's HAPPY. Like every mother out there has experienced, when your children aren't having a good day...NEITHER ARE YOU! We're really blessed to both be close enough to watch Canyon grow and develop. We are so happy that he is ours and as unbelievable as it is that we actually have a baby, and he's almost one, we really don't know what we'd do without him.

Our Big boy. 51 Weeks

Mommy and Canyon

"My Daddy is my favorite pal"

Canyon walked to Daddy :)

...on his way back to Mommy....

Getting pictures of Canyon is quite the challenge, strapping him in works wonders!

Had to get a picture of the mess he made with his cereal...while going in with the spoon, he wacked it causing it to go all over his face!

Does he drink from a sippy cup? Not really, but he drinks really well through straws.

50 weeks!!!!!

2011-02-18T09:53:00.000-08:00

It has been a really good week. Canyon is getting stronger each day and definitely more confident with himself. One new thing that he does that really impresses me, is when he is standing (alone) and he will start to clap his hands. He gets really excited and claps away. That takes balance! He is such an amazing and sweet little boy.

The weather here in Boise has been really good, so I have taken Canyon outside a few times. Canyon loves to go "buh bye" even if it's just right outside the apartment. When I first put him on the ground to play, he wasn't sure what to do. He just sat there and didn't budge. I am sure that the itchy, dead grass was the hinderer. The second time I took him out, I took the toy that he can push to walk thinking that it would help because he could walk on the grass better without getting so scratched up...that didn't work. He just pushed it to crawl. Such a funny little boy.

I had to fold the laundry so I put Canyon in the basket and carried it into his room so he could play and I could fold.... When I took him out of the basket, he immediately tried climbing back in. I gave him a little push and it was quite the workout for him to get himself all turned around (he's a big little guy)! I enjoyed watching him play in the basket because he was just having a great time.

Canyon loves giving kisses to the big bear :)

Innocent, sweet little guy... don't get me wrong, he can be quite the pill too!

Casey started Canyon on a new favorite thing, and that is playing on the couch without the cushions. Canyon is quite the climber, and he succeeded in "crawling the plank" from one couch to the other. Casey was so nervous that he was going to fall and I couldn't help but just laugh (because of how nervous Casey was) and watch. I knew that if he fell, he'd be okay...but I wanted him to learn as well.

Our little Ray of Sunshine

2011-02-11T10:34:00.000-08:00

Canyon is so ready to walk! He has taken a couple of very mini first steps. He loves to see how excited mommy and daddy get when he stands up in the middle of the room and he waives his arms like he's leading music. He can hardly contain his own excitement!

He is so full of joy and smiles, even though he's been sick all week. His poor little nose is completely raw and his voice is starting to get less raspy. He is getting more of a fun personality all the time. We enjoy being able to play with him, and while he's been sick...he's allowed a little bit more cuddling.

Canyon has figured out how to make a lot of noise pushing the car around. The wheels are bumpy, so it's extra loud which is why I think he likes it.

Canyon doing a squat, he's by the vent and loves to try to put things down it.

Coming right at me. He doesn't crawl as much anymore...it's more of a walk crawl. So cute. Little stinkbug

Growing up so fast!

Wish a still shot could capture the dancing that was going on :)

Lately, whenever he plays his piano or another toy that makes music, he dances. It is so cute.

Love these jeans. From Miss Peggy

Daddy is Canyon's very favorite

Canyon's favorite person in the world is his daddy. Whenever I am nursing him after he's woke up from nap or first thing in the morning, he will pull away at the smallest noise and say "da". He gets sad if he can't find daddy. We've been fortunate lately to have Casey home a lot longer in the mornings, so Canyon has gotten used to him being around more. It makes me jealous, but also so happy to see how much Canyon loves his daddy.

We aren't quite sure what Canyon was doing, but he was enjoying it

He loves to try to hit the buttons on my laptop, he's tall enough that he can do that quite easily. uh oh...

Look out world, Here he comes!!!

2011-02-04T09:09:00.000-08:00

We don't know why Canyon loves the bathroom so much, but if we leave the door open...we are sure to find Canyon there. The other day, during his bath...this is what he was trying to do. Nothing good comes from the silence.

I sat and watched Canyon for a good 20 minutes at least, while he played with these stacking cups that Melinda gave him for Christmas. His little tongue hanging out with complete focus. It was so cool to see him learning and concentrating.

They have so much fun together

Such an incredible little boy. 48 weeks old! Tomorrow he'll be 11 months

Canyon loves this little dog that Papa gave him for Christmas

What dad? This was right before Canyon decided to just hit Casey in the face

We find Canyon strumming my guitar often...He loves music

Canyon wanted to be able to play with both guitars, and reach the circle on the wall. He is into EVERYTHING!!!

I love how much of a personality this little boy has. He is such a sweet little boy, and has both Casey and I wrapped around his little fingers. We are so in love with him, and enjoy being able to watch him grow. We are constantly amazed at how fast the time has flown by. He will be 11 months tomorrow! Wow, seriously!

Canyon loves to be able to go "buh bye" he wakes up from nap, looking towards the door either looking for Casey to walk through...or to get gone!

Mccall

2011-02-03T20:26:00.000-08:00

We got the opportunity to go up to Mccall Idaho this past weekend with Jon, Cherie, Michi, Topher, Werner, Sharon, Angela, Natalie, and Karina. It was COLD! Ok, so it probably wasn't that cold, but I really dislike being cold. My feet felt like bricks...and I was actually wearing snow boots ;( What's up with that! We had a Pancake breakfast at the Senior Citizen Center, and I always love pancakes! We got to watch a parade, look at snow sculptures, and last but not least...we got to do some sledding! I haven't been sledding in a really long time, and I forgot how much fun it is. We took Canyon down the hill, and as always...there wasn't much emotion on his cute chubby face. He just sat there, all bundled, observing everyone else! The pictures tell it all :)

Daddy and Canyon waiting for their breakfast

Thank goodness for this purple sled

Canyon, me, Michi, and Topher

Canyon and his cousins: Natalie and Karina

One of the cool snow sculptures

Daddy and Canyon...notice the face

Cherie and Canyon, she loves his soft, chubby, and cozy cheeks.

Daddy and Canyon sledding down the hill

After coming to a stop...Canyon isn't too sure

Completely content just sitting, watching.

Casey coming down on a really cheap snowboard. Missed the part where he biffed it.

And there I am, after biffing it

Begging...

2011-01-29T20:54:00.000-08:00

As I fed Canyon last night before laying him down for bed, I begged him to know how much I love him. I can't even express a fraction of how much love I feel for that little boy. I absolutely adore him. I am sure that Heavenly Father feels the same way with us. There are days that I have no idea how I am going to make it through the whole day without pulling my hair out or crying my eyes out because I am so tired and he happens to be extra needy...However, I wouldn't trade those days for anything because I know that I am so blessed to be home with him and watch him grow. And I know that I am impatient at times, but that too is a growing opportunity for me.

I am so happy to be able to teach Zumba. I teach three times a week right now, sometimes four. I love my classes...even though I would LOVE if I had more people at them. It is awesome to have Cherie, my sister in-law, to be there smiling right beside me. She's like an assistant...if the class can't see me, I am almost positive they will look to her next! Casey is awesome to take care of Canyon while I go, and I am sure that it's nice for him too. Canyon loves Casey so much more every day. He looks towards the door each time he wakes up, hoping that Daddy will walk through. If he hears my phone ring, he will perk up. He loves to play with Daddy, and I really wish that pictures could capture all of the moments that I talk about. Unfortunately, the second I pull the camera out, it's either stone face...or "let me grab that for you mom".

Canyon was entertained for quite a while putting that very pen into the hole on the chair. So pleased with himself

Canyon loves outlets.

Canyon likes to play and dance to his fridge toy that is missing all of the animal parts (under the fridge)

47 weeks

He sure likes our closet

Happy Boy :)

This particular toy, he loves to close...over and over and over again. (Thank goodness he is finally learning to open it...a little bit)

Wow, what an unbelievable boy. I still can't believe I have a baby...let alone a baby that is almost 11 months!

Mamma Mamma...

2011-01-23T17:02:00.000-08:00

Canyon is great at saying "mamma mamma" when he wants me, or when he is less than pleased that I am busy doing something other than holding him. I always try to play with him as much as I can, I'd say he's a pretty spoiled boy when it comes to my attention. Not enough for him the past few days though...the second I leave he is crawling after me with a whinny "mamma mamma". I was a whiner, so I guess I deserve it!
Casey is awesome and watches Canyon while I go and teach Zumba three nights a week. If I call on my way home, I can hear Canyon in the background calling for me. I think he's associated the phone with my coming home.

It didn't take Casey long to find a way to brush up on his climbing skills. Too bad he doesn't have enough time in the day to actually go climbing!

Anyone who knows Casey, knows what a monkey he is.

I can't vacuum when Canyon is asleep, so in order to do it with no tears for either of us...I have to carry him along. It's a really tough job, but hey, maybe he will offer to vacuum when he gets big enough to push the vacuum around!

Canyon likes to eat. That's a given. The bib that he is wearing, he doesn't like one bit. He gets over it as soon as he forgets that I made him mad and put some food into his mouth! He'll let me know if he doesn't like something with either a really funny face, or by refusing to open up...no spitting, yet (no jinx). That smile of his is so irresistible.

Canyon has one of those barnyard toys for the refrigerator that his grandma Susy gave to him, it was already missing one piece...but now, we only have one piece! I kept finding them under the fridge, but just figured that when he was playing with them they got lost under there. I didn't realize it was HIM PUSHING THEM UNDER! I was doing dishes the other day and there was a toy that had barely fallen under, he got down with his booty up like a stink bug and kept pushing it. So long horsie!

Casey and I can't figure this little boy out, he will stop out of nowhere and just start shaking his head...like there's music and he's grooving along. I love to put on music and see what he does. Sometimes it's nothing at all, sometimes though, he will rock or bounce. Yay!

Canyon loves to play with socks...and this is usually his scrunched up nose face he does when he eats :)

Lately, Canyon has been so eager to get out of the house. He will wake up from nap, look towards the door as if Casey is coming home. If nothing happens, he will start waiving his little hand. He is tired of being home with Mommy all day. I take him over to Aunt Cherie's house where he can play with Karina and Natalie, and he quite likes that. He loves that she has so many plants, and I can't wait for him to figure out that it's not cool to pull them over!
He will be walking in no time, he is so strong and has pretty good balance. He is getting quick at "cruising" and really likes when we'll let him use our fingers to walk.
My favorite thing to watch Canyon do right now, is getting chased by Casey. If Casey gets down on his hands and knees and calls Canyon's name, Canyon will smile really big and crawl into me burying his head. We are having a lot of fun with him...when he's happy. He drains me so quickly when he's not!

Casey playing with Canyon...I wish this picture could capture the uncontrollable laughing that Canyon was doing

Canyon was babysat for the first time by somebody he was pretty unfamiliar with. Phil, a kid who works for Jon and Cherie offered to watch Canyon, Karina, and Natalie so we could all go take a dance class (East Coast Swing) at the place I teach Zumba. (Solace). Well Canyon didn't do so well. We came home to him screaming. I felt horrible for Phil. I felt even worse because I didn't even really have a good time at the class. I thought I had never done East Coast before, but it's the same as triple swing...so Yes, I've done it. Difference is, this time I did it with a couple of old people so the teacher had to move extra slowly. I felt horrible because I wasn't having a good time, so I was SURE that Casey, Cherie, and Jon were trying to pull their hair out as well. Oh well, I guess you win some, you lose some! Casey expected it, I didn't. I was naive. I thought it would be different...way different.

We were hoping that the neighbors above us would get better, but they don't seem to care. Really, really aggravating :(

We are so blessed with such a remarkable little boy!

One of Canyon's favorite things to play with...(Casey's surround sound tower)

Another favorite would be the blinds and outlet with Mommy's computer cord. "Uh Oh". He knows it's a No No

Caught in the action, shutting the door

Playing in the blinds

Oh what fun!

Rough Week

2011-01-14T09:53:00.000-08:00

It has been kind of a rough week at our house. We got some new neighbors that moved in upstairs...haven't really met them, but know they're LOUD. You can hear them walking around, going in and out the balcony door to smoke :(, Vacuuming, and let's not leave out the loudest running or weight lifting EVER! Canyon has consistently been interrupted from his naps and nighttime sleep. The nighttime sleep is the biggest problem though. I feel so bad, because it's out of my control, but I am extremely aggravated whenever they're home. I am sure they aren't thrilled with Canyon's crying that comes as a result of being woke up by their loudness.

Ok, now that I got that off my chest...Let's be positive! Small details...This too shall pass!

New, Cute things:
Canyon is crawling around with his bum up in the air. You know the kind where they'd rather be walking than crawling. He likes to try to use my face to stand up if I am on the floor. He likes to be standing, and wants you to walk him everywhere! Tiring.
Canyon loves real food, he will smack his lips while eating, and it's just the cutest thing ever. Daddy has been the one feeding him dinner a lot of the time lately because I am usually off teaching Zumba! Thanks Daddy.
Not so cute:
We're running into some "tantrums". Not fun, not even close. We are doing our best to avoid giving him any attention when he is acting that way. We'll see what comes!

Had to enlist Daddy's help in taking pictures today since he was home. Canyon tries too hard to get the camera.

Growing too fast!

Canyon always sees mommy drinking water, so when he found daddy's water bottle on the floor...he knew exactly what to do!

45 weeks

Another challenge we face daily is putting on shoes! He will not hold still for anything, and let's not get started on the fights we have with diaper changing! UGH!

We end each day feeling completely in love and grateful for our little boy. When he's not having a good day, it's 10 x more energy draining...but we keep chuggin' along. (stole that phrase from my parents who seem to say that every time I talk to them.)
I got a call from my wonderful Papa yesterday, and it's amazing how "in tune" that man is. I love you daddy. I am proud of the parents I have and how hard they've always worked. I am grateful for them and for their teaching me to serve others and do my best to be positive. Just keep swimming...just keep swimming....just keep swimming swimming swimming...
I hope that I can be a better mom and be positive and full of life for my kids. I want them to see that no matter what happens, if we're doing what is right, the Lord will help us through any challenges we face! If they see my confidence, they'll be more secure. I believe that.

Grateful

2011-01-10T14:31:00.000-08:00

I know I have said how lucky I am to be able to be home with Canyon each day. But I will say it over and over because I am very grateful to be able to spend so much time with him. Poor kid.

Most of the time, it is quite pleasant. There are days however, that are exhausting because he is needy or cranky. I never know why, and that stinks. I am grateful though, because today has been a pretty good day. He has played well with and without me. I watch him with complete adoration and just pray that I can teach him the things that he needs to learn, and that I can help him to become a respectful, responsible, and obedient boy. He is so full of life, and so much fun...

However, there is always another side of the coin...

He has started throwing some tantrums. I don't know where they came from, but I don't like them one bit! He has done mini fits here and there, and I just ignore him and move on in hopes that he'll learn that I am not going to be entertained by them. Yesterday, Casey and I looked at each other with complete confusion as Canyon threw a Nasty Nasty Tantrum. It was ridiculous. He even sat on his bum and threw himself back hitting his head. 3 times in a row! No, once wasn't enough... "maybe mom and dad will come and get me if I throw myself again and again". Let me tell you, that was hard to watch. Still, knowing that we couldn't give into this kind of behavior, we waited until the first sign of a happier little boy to run and play with him so he knew that is where the attention is deserved.

Being a parent is hard. I never thought it was easy, but with each day and with each stage...it get's it's twists and turns, and well I guess that's where the growing happens.

I just laid my happy little boy down for his nap, but didn't want to leave him because he was being so sweet. Holding onto these moments. I hope he knows how much he is loved, and needed.

44 Weeks

Canyon wants to grab the Camera every time I pull it out, it takes FOREVER to get a slightly good picture

goofy boy :)

We got a visit from the Elder's Quorum President yesterday, and I was really intimdated by him. He's the kind of person that makes you think and answer questions. Like an interview...(shudder). Having said this, I loved how much he bragged about how wonderful his wife is, how much he loves her, how he wouldn't be where he is without her. He had compliments about her in about every topic of our conversation. He called her his girlfriend more often than not, so I was a bit confused at first. He probably thought I was an idiot when I actually asked if he was married to her or not! Thought so, but just had to check. My dad has always been really good at honoring my mom this way too. She is.

My goal is to be the kind of wife and mother that deserves that kind of praise.

Start of a New Year!!!

2011-01-10T14:02:00.000-08:00

We have really dove into this year, I haven't had a chance to blog about our new year and adventures...ok, so there aren't many, but going through my "edit posts" I found that I never published this one. Who really cares...I don't know, but I shall post anyways.

We were very fortunate to be able to spend Christmas in Utah. We were very blessed to be able to go for almost a week...then we had a rude awakening the morning we were supposed to leave. It had snowed, and it was a BLIZZARD! If you think it's bad in Utah during the winter...try going to Eureka, it's about as bad as you could imagine. Casey and I felt horrible because we were supposed to be getting back for me to teach Zumba, and Casey to work. We had to call and say we couldn't make the trip back to Boise yet. I felt so disappointed because I hate letting people down.

On the other hand, I was grateful to get a little more time with my family in Utah. There wasn't much we could do because we were stuck indoors, and it was a bit overwhelming because there was no escape from all the kids running around. All of the boys spent two days straight outside shoveling and plowing. Canyon got sick, so that wasn't fun. I love my family and was very grateful to be there with them for a while.

We spent New Years' Eve with Christopher and Michelle in Provo. It was really nice of them to let us stay at their house. Canyon made a pretty big mess of his bed that night, and didn't sleep well...so we felt bad. I tried so hard to stay awake during the movie "Knight and Day" but I was OUT! I feel so tired all of the time. I did wake back up to get my New Years kiss though. :)

We traveled back to Boise on the 1st. It was a good drive and the roads were pretty good...Canyon didn't love the drive, but he didn't cry the entire time, so that's good...right?!

We are back, and it's nice to be home where our stuff isn't strewn all over two different houses. I am truly grateful to be up here in Boise. I don't know hardly anyone, and I don't really feel "at home" yet, but I am doing better with this adventure than I ever thought I could. I have said it before, I haven't been away from "home" very much...but I am very glad that I have a "HOME" wherever I go as long as I am with my wonderful Husband and Little boy. I know that I will get to see my parents, definitely not as often as I'd like, but this is a challenge that will help me to grow. I am so grateful that Casey has the opportunity to work for Jon, Cherie, and Blake and am so glad that he is liking it and doing well with it. It's nice to see him come home each day smiling.

The day after we got home was Sunday, and though we're in a bigger ward...don't let that fool you that we'd have a little time to settle in before they extended a calling. I was wrong when I thought I'd be ok for at least a couple months... They've asked me to be the "Relief Society Meeting Coordinator". Now, I don't really have a clue of what this is, or what it entails, but I can say that I forewarned them that I was clueless. I would never turn down a calling unless I knew of a reason I couldn't do it or was unworthy. I accepted, and I can say I still don't know what I will be doing...all I know is it's a pretty big calling!

We're liking our apartment, but we have new neighbors that just moved in above us...I don't know them yet, but they are so LOUD. Just walking, they make a lot of noise, and they can't figure out how they want their furniture or something because they're constantly moving stuff around up there. All I can say is, thank goodness Casey thought ahead and asked for a bottom apartment because I know people wouldn't be happy with me when I am exercising while they're trying to sleep.

Ok, goals short and simple for now...Embrace and take the time to enjoy each moment.

HAPPY NEW YEAR. 2011

I couldn't leave this picture out. One thing that we've always enjoyed doing with our mother is singing around the piano. We sounded horrible, but we had a good time anyways :)

10 Months

2011-01-05T11:23:00.000-08:00

Canyon is officially ten months old! I can't believe it. Time with him just keeps flying by. He is into everything, and I know it'll only get worse once he starts to walk. He is really close. He can stand up next to things and insists on letting go. I am so proud of that little boy.

Canyon has a new favorite place to go when Mommy isn't paying attention...one of the grossest places...THE BATHROOM. First place he goes....the toilet paper.Ah!

Canyon loves when Daddy comes home. I've said it before and I'll say it again, I love to see the two of them together. Canyon loves to play with Casey. He likes to be thrown on our bed. Casey can get him to laugh almost too easily. Jealous. If Canyon starts to fuss, all Casey has to do is hold him high up in the air, and Canyon's frown is automatically turned upside down.

Vacuuming is SO much HARDer than it ever used to be. It surprises us that Canyon likes the vacuum so much because he usually get's really scared of loud noises. The Vacuum sucks Canyon in and makes Mommy's job more difficult. Today, when I vacuumed, I closed the door to the room I was vacuuming... Canyon was at the opposite end of the apartment, but it only took him a second to come crawling when he heard me. Scared me half to death, wasn't expecting him so quickly. I decided it might be easier if I put him on my shoulders...That quickly tired me out. Still not able to put him on the floor because avoiding him is next to impossible, I carried him with one arm on my hip. That is how I vacuumed the whole apartment, yes, it was tiring...but I had to get it done somehow!

Canyon at the dinner table. He liked to bend over and chew on the table... :(

I can't begin to fully express how much I love My family. Casey is such a wonderful husband and amazing father. I am so grateful for him and for all that he does to support me, even my stupid habits of having to have Ice Cream every night. I always knew that I loved kids, but having my own little boy feels so unreal. He is so darn cute, and so OURS. I love it. I love to just watch him think, and learn. I love to be his mommy.

2010-12-28T09:25:00.000-08:00

Christmas Day with almost the Whole Grimstead side of our Family! Pretty crazy!

Canyon and Ani taking a bath. Little G loves Canyon

Mommy and Canyon

Nono and Canyon

Casey, Canyon, and Nono

Ryan and Casey in their cool new Real Salt Lake Scarfs...

Our precious family

Canyon quite enjoyed watching the kids play Basketball

Me and my big bro Josh.

Ryan helping Canyon stand long enough for me to get a good picture of his CUTE outfit

Casey, Nono, Candi, and Canyon

Ani, Summer, Nono, Ryan, Erik, Aiden, and Emmitt

Chandler making Canyon laugh at the Summers Christmas Eve Party

Uncle Benny and Canyon

Uncle Josh and Canyon

I wanted a family picture on Christmas Eve...this was as close as we got

Me and my little Shepherd

Canyon adding his two cents during the nativity program

Notice Canyon crawling through the center ... he wanted to see Baby Jesus up close

Canyon stole the show when he was trying to get the towel off his head

My Sweet Grandparents

Canyon loves to stand up next to walls

Canyon's talent was to show everyone how much he loves being held up high

Christmas Morning

Daddy and Canyon opening their stockings

Canyon gave daddy a soccer ball! Just a little one, so they can play together

Santa brought Canyon a Turtle with balls that can hide inside

All the presents only kept Canyon's attention for a second...he was off to find bigger and better elsewhere

Happy Holidays

2010-12-27T08:40:00.000-08:00

Happy, we should all be happy ESPECIALLY at Christmas! Sometimes it's hard to hear yourself think because of everything that is going on, and all the NOISE NOISE NOISE. But let's just take a step back and think about how grateful we are for that noise. It would be a pretty crappy life to never hear the giggles and laughter that accompany everyone at Christmas time!

Casey, Canyon, and I drove down to Utah for Christmas the day before Christmas eve. We were tired, but had a pretty good drive. We were lucky enough to catch Nona at home before she headed off to Arizona to be with Dad and Mom Despain for Christmas. We love to be able to see Nona, and love to see how happy she gets when Canyon crawls around her house getting into everything...especially the mate and stevia!

I have always really enjoyed Christmas, but for some odd reason, it didn't feel the same leading up to it this year. I think it's because so much has been going on for us in the past month (moving up to Boise) that we haven't really had a chance to sit back and enjoy the season. Having said this, I really felt like Christmas day was really special this year. It was our first Christmas with our sweet little boy.

Before we went up to Salt Lake for our Christmas Eve with the Summers, we got to see Nono. He was very happy to see Canyon, Emmitt, Ani, Erik, and Aiden. Nono danced the Tango for us, he is such a performer...it was hilarious. He had a gift for all the kiddos. It was a mad house, but once again...filled with Laughter!

We were so excited that Canyon got to take part in the nativity this year at our Christmas Eve party. He was a shepherd and he totally stole the show. He looked so cute, and made his rounds. Every kid that was part of the nativity was from the Grimstead family...all except one. Addie Summers was Mary. We are definitely blessed with young children around.

I am so grateful to be part of such a wonderful family who can get together each year and remember the birth of our Savior. My grandparents won't be around much longer, but I hope we can keep the tradition going. We are so blessed.

We have been staying with my sister Jennica, but they were gone on Christmas Eve... so Casey, Canyon, and I got to open presents as a family. It was wonderful. Casey spoiled me. Canyon is too young to get super eager about what Santa brought him, but he still woke up three hours early to talk in his crib. He eventually fell back to sleep, but I couldn't help but smile listening to him in there...So Sweet.

We rushed right over to my parents as soon as we finished so that we could add to the chaos there! We got to be with 'almost' my whole family. Elise couldn't make it from Colorado, so we skyped with her for a little while. It was loud.
It is nice to come from a BIG family, but it can get LOUD. I am grateful though that we can all be together and actually enjoy it. Canyon loves to be among so many people and everyone had their new toys that Canyon liked to help them play with...Mostly they would ask me to get Canyon because he was "ruining" their toy. haha.
This year, my dad had us go around the room and say what we are grateful for this time of year. We did the 'nerf gun turn taking' like we did at Thanksgiving as well. It was a really good experience, and I feel it really helps the family grow closer together. We got to have a Big dinner together which is always amazing because I have the BEST mommy in the world. She really is incredible. I miss my wonderful parents.
I decided we really needed a picture with everyone in it--HARD TO DO-- but I didn't even care if every child was looking in a different direction because at least we would still have the photo. I don't care what my brothers say, it's nice to look back on.
Papa said that his was his "best Christmas ever"...That's pretty cool. I love you daddy.

We'll be headed back to Boise in a couple of days, and though I really like it there so far, I am not looking forward to not knowing when I will see my parents again. I am really grateful that we were able to spend Christmas in Eureka, and that Casey has such supportive people to work for.
Merry Christmas!!!

Singing at Nona's because he was just THRILLED to be out of the car!

WE LOVE YOU NONA

Opening a special present from Aunt Ica and Uncle Chandler

Thank you :)

Canyon trying to play with the toys that Nono gave to Aiden and Erik

Thank you Nono for my cool new toy!

Canyon and Mommy

Nono was making Canyon laugh pretty hard...but Nono had to take his blood pressure after holding Canyon :)

Uncle Ryan and Canyon

I will add more photos as they become available, because Summer took lots that I NEED!

Learning and Growing

2010-12-19T15:20:00.000-08:00

We're less than a week away from Christmas, and I am definitely NOT ready! I have never been this unprepared, but I have never been a "mom" at christmas time either. This will be Canyon's first Christmas, so I want it to be special and I know it will be. Just because of family, not because of presents. He could probably care less about the presents, but he'll be able to see Grandma and Papa Grimstead and his cousins in Eureka! We're excited.

Canyon loves to be wherever we are. He will be playing all contently in his room...but if I walk out, he'll follow me to play near my feet wherever I am. I can't really blame him because I don't like to be alone either.

41 weeks

He's such a crazy, sweet, irresistible little boy.

Canyon get's more excited all the time with how much he can do. He is becoming quite the quick crawler. I really enjoy calling his name from across the room and we'll crawl towards each other. It's our favorite game right now.

Just playin' before bedtime

Daddy and Canyon

He won't let me read to him very easily...he'd rather play with the books than listen to me read them!

2010-12-10T12:49:00.000-08:00

I think we're up to 40 weeks. My goodness, it's harder than I thought. May I remind that I will stop counting weeks when he turns 52 weeks...(which is a year old!)

Update on our Boise life: We are doing really well. I love that Casey is loving what he is doing, and I think he's doing a really good job at the same time! What is better than that? Doing your job with a good attitude, and doing it well! I have been trying to stay consistent with Canyon and his napping even though I would rather spend my time learning EVERYTHING that Cherie has to teach me. She's been really patient with me, and I am grateful for that.

I think Canyon will be "cruising" at full speed anytime now! He has started to become more comfortable while standing, and has taken a couple steps along the side of furniture to get closer to his target!

The past few days, Canyon has been having a rough time. I hate not knowing what the problem is, but he's been really needy. Now, in my ideal world, a cute little baby who needs you and will cuddle with you is something that's nice (every once in a while) so that you feel Loved and needed. However, Canyon isn't the kind of baby that will cuddle and relax. He will crawl around after you and whine for you to pick him up. It doesn't normally stop once you pick him up like you'd imagine :( I wish I felt like he understands how much I love him and want to help him. I will rescue him when he's crying, but he really acts like something is bothering him and since I don't understand (I don't even know that he does) I can't help :( It's really exhausting! He seems to do a little bit better if I stay right with him and keep distracting him with toys and books. I can't help but just sit and watch him, feeling so grateful and amazed at how he is growing and learning.

40 Weeks!

Yes, I gave in and just let him play with my phone...

We decorated our tree, and there isn't one glass bulb! We figured it's better to be safe than sorry... but Canyon has hardly touched the tree (surprisingly).

I love that I can put Canyon in his bath and still see him while I clean up his dinner mess!

First post in BOISE!

2010-12-05T20:17:00.000-08:00

We are so grateful for our wonderful families. Have I mentioned that lately? Well, I don't think there is such a thing as mentioning that too much. I love my family so much, and I am always grateful to them for all that they do for us. Their love and support alone is appreciated beyond what words can express. My extremely busy parents took time out of their lives and work to drive my little family up to Boise where we will be spending the next year! The weather was our friend (another thank you), so there wasn't as much stress there. We arrived in Boise on Thursday night, and unfortunately the gas wasn't on at the apartment. It was really, REALLY cold. After the boys unloaded all of our belongings, we went to Jon and Cherie's house to stay for the night. Here's another thank you to AMAZING family that I will always be grateful for. They are also BEYOND busy, but always find time to HELP us out! Cherie had made a WONDERFUL turkey, so we got another Thanksgiving dinner! They also gave us the cutest house warming/welcome basket! Even after how busy they are, they still think of small and simple things that are GREATLY APPRECIATED.

My parents had to turn around and leave early on Friday morning. It was really hard for me to see them go because I am so close to my parents. I miss them already, but I feel their love and support and that means the world to me.

Canyon has been out of his routine but has done surprisingly well. He loves how much room he has to play in, but he'd still rather be wherever mommy and daddy are (where there isn't as much room because of all the unpacking).

I love to watch Canyon play with his cousin Karina. She is just five months older than him, but walks and smiles nonstop. Canyon doesn't really know much about playing "with" other babies, but he's mastered the art of pulling the pacifier out of her mouth and placing it in his own! He doesn't even really take a binki!

Cherie is introducing me to "coupon-ing" (?) and I am excited to learn from her. I have so much to learn from her...for anyone who's never met Cherie, she's Amazing (with a capital A)! I know we are going to like it here in Boise, and once again...I must say I am very BLESSED to be part of such a wonderful family.

Canyon turned nine months old today, and well let's just say it's been a little bit of a rough day for him. The new ward we go to here in Boise doesn't start until 1pm. The fact that Canyon refuses to fall to sleep in our arms makes that nap impossible. We were welcomed at the new ward by several people, and it was nice to know that we can attend church wherever we go and know that what we are learning is the truth. We are so grateful for the gospel in our lives, and for our testimonies. What would we do without that?! Knowing that our Heavenly Father loves us is such a blessing. I am so grateful to know that I can be with my family forever. I am grateful to know that the Lord will always help us overcome whatever challenges we face, so long as we are doing what is right and going forward with FAITH.

PICTURE TIME :)

My dad's dog Happy in his Santa hat

Papa wanted a picture of Canyon with Happy all decked out for Christmas!

Canyon's first Christmas! He did pretty well on Santa's lap...especially with how tired he was!

Papa with Canyon our first night in Boise. I love how much they love each other.

Canyon loves his Grandma Grimstead

Be Grateful

2010-11-30T12:50:00.001-08:00

I really felt like Thanksgiving was especially Special this year. Every year, I think about the many things that I am grateful for. This year, we had Thanksgiving dinner at Michelle and Christophers house with the Despain and Hoeger families. They were also kind enough to invite my parents to come along, so it was really special for me.

When you hear the word "Thanksgiving", you automatically think of food, turkey, more food, and family. So often, we don't take the time to GIVE THANKS! A new tradition was started for me this year. Michelle had us go around the room after dinner and tell what we are grateful for. I was scared out of my mind (being put on the spot), but so grateful for the opportunity that I had to share just one reason with everyone and grow more thankful by hearing all of their reasons too. Of course, we all agreed with each other! I loved it. Another part of what made this such a great new tradition was after we said what we were thankful for, we got to shoot someone else with the nerf gun to take their turn. Nothing beats being able to be serious and playful with your family.

Thanksgiving dinner is always amazing, and how grateful I am for the food... but being with Family can be taken for granted, and sometimes I just need to sit back and really appreciate the love that my family shares. The love that the Despain family shares. The love that both so openly give to everyone they come in contact with. So accepting, and so selfless. I am so grateful for my families. I couldn't ask for a better family to marry into, and the family I come from is amazing as well.

I am so grateful for my little family. Casey is such an amazing husband, and father. Canyon brings us so much happiness and joy and I can't imagine life without him! Either of my wonderful boys!

The major bummer about this particular holiday (this year) is that we're trying to move. We are leaving for Boise on Thursday, so we're trying to get everything packed and ready. It's really hard, because there is just so much to do, and not really knowing where to start makes it really aggravating! Canyon doesn't have a clue of what's going on, other than the house looks like a tornado hit it so it's SO MUCH FUN to play in! I am really emotional, but that's nothing new. Casey is stressed with school, moving, and trying to help my wonderful father out on his addition...so his blood pressure is high :( Uh OH! That is a problem.

Once again, I must mention how grateful I am for my family. They are amazing people and I adore them. Despite all they have on their plates, they are still willing to drop everything and help US out. I don't know what I did to deserve such wonderful parents. I am pretty sure that I will always feel indebted to them.

On a Friday note, we did NOT go black friday shopping (can't say that it's worth it) but Canyon turned 38 weeks! Yup, another week went by way too quickly. He is so full of love and even though he has a VERY hard time showing ANY emotion, he is cuter than ever. Yes, I wish that he would crack a smile for his family that NEVER get's to see him... but we'll take what we can get. Get Casey playing with Canyon, and he is ALL smiles. I am jealous that he sparkles when Casey is around... but I am the lucky one that gets to stay home with him everyday and watch him figure things out. Pick him up when he falls and bonks his head yet another time. Play pat a cake, and watch him throw his head back because he's anticipating the nimble game :) Oh, the joys. I love that little boy so much.

We went to see Dr. Behrmann for a Ear and Throat infection, and can I just mention how grateful I am for modern medicine! Canyon is all better, and happy as ever :) Such a healthy boy, weighing in at 23 lbs and 12 oz. (as of yesterday, Nov. 29).

This post was supposed to be published several days ago, but as you can imagine, we've been a bit busy...so I promise to update with pictures (the good stuff) when I get a chance! For now, words will have to suffice~

Pictures...

2010-11-30T12:49:00.000-08:00

Pictures were promised. Now here they are! Sick of this little boy yet? Not likely!

"Instead of posing, why don't you let me take the camera for you?!"

38 weeks

Canyon and his cousin Maddy (she's 6 weeks older and weighs much less)

Canyon and Daddy on Thanksgiving

My WONDERFUL parents. LOVE YOU BOTH

I love to watch these two...

Where to start?

2010-11-22T14:40:00.000-08:00

I don't even know where to begin with getting packed for our MOVE! I have never moved away for a LONG period of time (I know, a year isn't THAT long, but I've never moved for more than a few months!) We are supposed to be packing this week, and I refuse to fall behind on getting some cute pics of Canyon posted :). I am extremely emotional, but I know everything will work out just as it should! Faith Candi...have faith!

Our little boy puts a smile on my face, but when he is grumpy...I'm not smiling!

Crawl away from mommy...

Playing with Gordon

Capturing pictures of him looking at the camera is getting harder and harder! He either crawls away, or he crawls for the camera!

I knew in the chair he couldn't crawl away...so I was just very cautious!

Canyon likes to stand next to things, but he feels more comfortable standing next to mommy! He pulls himself up and loves standing, but the problem is that he isn't quite sure what his legs are doing... They will start to slide out from under him, and he will be doing the splits! Cute, but not so comfy.

Canyon decided that he would shine grandma's shoes :) I couldn't help but get a quick photo!

I must say that I LOVE to look at pictures, and I adore people who have the creativity and talent to take REALLY good pictures! I feel like a picture is worth more than a thousand words, and as you can tell...I take pictures ALL THE TIME, and I know they're MOSTLY the same, but I can't Help it!

Hard to keep up!

2010-11-13T19:40:00.000-08:00

At one time, I thought..."I don't have much to blog about...canyon still doesn't roll over, he can't get into things..blah blah blah". Well, now there is something new everyday! It's crazy how fast he is growing, but that's nothing new.

He has started to blabber more. He actually says "dadda" a lot, but I know that it's not directed toward his dadda yet.

Canyon LOVES to be held up in the air. Towards Bed time, Canyon starts to get REALLY cranky. Casey will hold him up in the air as high as he can...and Canyon is thrilled. He smiles so big, and is content.

In my opinion, Canyon is very much so a Daddy's boy. He gets so happy when Casey comes home. I play with Canyon all day long, but it's not as great as when Daddy plays with him. Hmmm :(

I will sit and watch Baby Einsteins with Canyon and point to his Eye's, Nose, Mouth, etc. The other day while I was busy at the computer, he was sitting on the floor playing with toys, and watching Baby Einstein. Alle, obviously has learned something from me, because she touched his ear and told him "ear". I really love the girls that I get to babysit each day, and I will be so sad when I don't see them. They love Canyon so much, and I love that!! Particularly Alle! She'll just give Canyon kisses randomly throughout the day and tell him that she loves him. I love that he has other "kids" to be around each day.

When I said that Canyon wasn't a picky eater...I spoke too soon. He really HATES meats. So far he gags when I feed him ham, or beef...but he just cries when I feed him chicken and turkey. He will still open his mouth, but he cries! So sad :(. Maybe we'll try the fresh stuff...not from a baby jar...yes, lets try that!

Canyon is trying so hard to pull himself to standing. He will kneel by everything, and I know it's only a matter of time before he gets there! He actually pulled himself to standing in the bathtub and was so proud of himself until he slipped and fell back down! Bathtime is still fun for Canyon, but it's stressful because he wants to do things that are really hard in the water!

36 weeks. Who seriously keeps counting weeks?! Well I do...and that's just for this first year for the book that I have been putting together for him. Well for anyone who is confused, that's just 8 months.

I don't know if I have mentioned, but we are moving to Boise for a year. I am really excited for Casey to be able to work with his brother in law Jon and learn first hand experience in Real Estate. He will do very well at it, and though I am nervous about moving to a new place...I am getting excited for the change. (did I just say that?! I love Eureka, and that's ultimately where I want to be, but I also know that we need to do what's best for our little family). Casey went up this weekend to find a place for us to live. Before he left, we went to see Nona! I love her so much, she is the sweetest lady you will ever meet. She always helps us to feel so comfortable and welcome. She always says how she wants to "bite" canyon's cheeks. Of course in Spanish I am sure it sounds better :). Canyon enjoyed crawling all over her apartment, trying to stand up on just about everything! He had an accident...his FIRST big bruise :( Right in the center of his forehead! He bonked his head pretty hard, getting a scrape as well.

Canyon with his Aunt Michelle.

Just today, Canyon accomplished his goal of getting up those kitchen stairs! YAY...(though I'm really scared because now I know there are a lot more bruises coming). He made it up the stairs, but what goes up must come down...well he sure did. Tumbled right down those stairs :(. I know, I know...there's more owies to come!

Every time I walk by a light switch, Canyon get's all excited because he knows it's fun to turn on and off...GREAT!

Just a few more random pics taken throughout the week :)

8 MONTHS!

2010-11-05T17:03:00.000-07:00

Has it already been that long? I can't believe that Our little guy is already eight months old! 35 weeks to be exact! He is totally mobile, and what fun that is! I get so excited for him. He can keep himself entertained for a lot longer now too...Don't get me wrong, he still get's bored and there is only so much "space" to crawl to!

Canyon is growing up so quickly, and I am so grateful for him. I love to watch him crawl around and try to pull himself up on things. He is so interested in EVERYTHING. He especially loves the cords that seem to be everywhere at my parents house! He gets so excited when he can kneel in the bathtub and play the drums on the side of the tub just like Daddy always does!

I fall more and more in love with my little family every day! Casey takes good care of me, and is such a wonderful husband. He tells me often how much he loves me...Just so I don't forget :) (really am grateful for that because it's easy to forget sometimes!)

Taking pictures of him isn't so easy anymore...he either crawls for the camera...or crawls AWAY :(

"Hi Mom, just playing in the mirror :)"

So Darn Cute!

***Major Excitement: Canyon crawled up the stair today! At my parents house, they have two stairs. I was up in the kitchen getting dinner ready, and Canyon was on the bottom floor just pleading with me to bring him up. I just let him try to figure it out...HE DID! He climbed up the first stair! Yay for Canyon. (yes, I was a cheerleader in high school, and you can bet I am Canyon's BIGGEST FAN!) Not excited about all the bumps and bruises that are sure to be on next weeks post!